Kaneda Shotaro [金田 正太郎] (
rassera) wrote in
maskormenacelogs2016-01-01 03:35 pm
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
Entry tags:
- † barnaby brooks jr. | n/a,
- † hazel lockwood | n/a,
- † ikki minami | sky king,
- † kaneda shotaro | n/a,
- † kazuma mikura | flame king,
- † ken amada | n/a,
- † komasan | the youkai king,
- † kururu sumeragi | pledge queen,
- † manolo sanchez | n/a,
- † max caulfield | n/a,
- † maya fey | the pink princess,
- † mewtwo | n/a,
- † minato arisato | n/a,
- † qubit | n/a,
- † rick grimes | n/a,
- † riku | darkeater,
- † tetsuo shima | n/a,
- † the iron bull | the iron dragon,
- † yayoi nakayama | roaring queen
I can move mountains, I can work a miracle [OPEN]
WHO: The residents of Nonah 05 + YOU!
WHERE: Nonah, Residence #005
WHEN: All month long (January)
WHAT: Nonah 05 open log for January Shenanigans
WARNINGS: Obligatory Bull and Tetsuo warnings apply.
Starters will be appearing in the comments. If you want something specific from any one person (Kaneda
rassera, Tetsuo
iamtetsuo, Bull
rideme and Ken
amadaman), feel free to drop them a line and ask! Otherwise, feel free to add your own starters for the whole household or individual residents as you like.
WHERE: Nonah, Residence #005
WHEN: All month long (January)
WHAT: Nonah 05 open log for January Shenanigans
WARNINGS: Obligatory Bull and Tetsuo warnings apply.
Starters will be appearing in the comments. If you want something specific from any one person (Kaneda
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
no subject
I don't doubt you, Tetsuo. So you shouldn't doubt yourself.
[ And finally he pulls back just so he could look at him fully, focus in on him. ]
I failed you. I failed you an' that's on me. You saved my life that time, an' I couldn't even...
[ His brows furrow. He knows this is probably the last thing Tetsuo needs to be saddled with right now, but how could Rick sit here and be happy about Tetsuo coming back when he couldn't get over his guilt? ]
I lose people. All the time back home. It's never easy to accept it. I jus' never have to face them, to tell 'em that I failed.
no subject
But it's hard to remember that now, listening as Rick blames himself, looking up at him with probably the most open expression Rick's ever seen. In a way, it's exactly what Tetsuo needs to hear; he's so blinded by his own self-doubt and blame that he's clearly surprised to hear it from someone else.]
It's not like you could have done anything.
[It would take dying to not blame someone else for his own failures. It would be so easy to. Accept the scapegoat, move on - but he can't. Not this time.]
no subject
[ Rick concedes. Fighting against magic -- fighting against Pan's magic? It would have been impossible. ]
But at least I coulda gone down fightin' for you. Not jus' standin' by, watchin'.
[ Rick had loyalty to his people. And that loyalty would have him fight to the death for them. He can't blame Tetsuo for not reaching out to him. He only had time for one person and that person had to be Kaneda. Tetsuo's family. But he can still manage to blame himself for not being there. ]