rassera: (Insult me again)
Kaneda Shotaro [金田 正太郎] ([personal profile] rassera) wrote in [community profile] maskormenacelogs2016-01-01 03:35 pm

I can move mountains, I can work a miracle [OPEN]

WHO: The residents of Nonah 05 + YOU!
WHERE: Nonah, Residence #005
WHEN: All month long (January)
WHAT: Nonah 05 open log for January Shenanigans
WARNINGS: Obligatory Bull and Tetsuo warnings apply.


Starters will be appearing in the comments. If you want something specific from any one person (Kaneda [personal profile] rassera, Tetsuo [personal profile] iamtetsuo, Bull [personal profile] rideme and Ken [personal profile] amadaman), feel free to drop them a line and ask! Otherwise, feel free to add your own starters for the whole household or individual residents as you like.
biteouttagrimes: ([ 79 ])

[personal profile] biteouttagrimes 2016-01-31 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Rick doesn't move. He doesn't fight or protest when Tetsuo pulls back just slightly -- has his moment of fighting and doubting. Rick doesn't move away. And only after Tetsuo speaks does he reach out to ruffle the kid's hair with fond affection. ]

I don't doubt you, Tetsuo. So you shouldn't doubt yourself.

[ And finally he pulls back just so he could look at him fully, focus in on him. ]

I failed you. I failed you an' that's on me. You saved my life that time, an' I couldn't even...

[ His brows furrow. He knows this is probably the last thing Tetsuo needs to be saddled with right now, but how could Rick sit here and be happy about Tetsuo coming back when he couldn't get over his guilt? ]

I lose people. All the time back home. It's never easy to accept it. I jus' never have to face them, to tell 'em that I failed.
iamtetsuo: (Can the ride stop I think I want off)

[personal profile] iamtetsuo 2016-01-31 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hadn't even thought to reach out to Rick, in his panic. There was only one person he'd been able to find out there, as the world dimmed and twisted out of his reach. Unlike Kaneda, Rick had had no warning. And that was on Tetsuo, who'd kept everyone on a need-to-know basis about his life and his activities. Typically, people found out after he'd acted.

But it's hard to remember that now, listening as Rick blames himself, looking up at him with probably the most open expression Rick's ever seen. In a way, it's exactly what Tetsuo needs to hear; he's so blinded by his own self-doubt and blame that he's clearly surprised to hear it from someone else.]


It's not like you could have done anything.

[It would take dying to not blame someone else for his own failures. It would be so easy to. Accept the scapegoat, move on - but he can't. Not this time.]
biteouttagrimes: ([ 14 ])

[personal profile] biteouttagrimes 2016-02-02 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Probably not.

[ Rick concedes. Fighting against magic -- fighting against Pan's magic? It would have been impossible. ]

But at least I coulda gone down fightin' for you. Not jus' standin' by, watchin'.

[ Rick had loyalty to his people. And that loyalty would have him fight to the death for them. He can't blame Tetsuo for not reaching out to him. He only had time for one person and that person had to be Kaneda. Tetsuo's family. But he can still manage to blame himself for not being there. ]