morethan084: (thinking/thoughtful)
Daisy Johnson ([personal profile] morethan084) wrote in [community profile] maskormenacelogs2015-12-07 09:51 pm

Searching for answers [OPEN]

WHO: Skye and YOU
WHERE: Around Heropa, Residence #031, and local diner.
WHEN: December 7th-12th
WHAT: Skye is trying to get answers as to what happened in downtown Heropa via witnesses and her own totally illegal research.
WARNINGS: Cursing

Of course things could never go right in her life, but this was a whole new level of fucked up. Her powers had been switched with Jesse's, and while she seemed to have gotten the easier to manage powers, Skye had to deal with the fact that Jesse needed her help in order to try and control hers.

So between helping Jesse, and searching for answers it left Skye with little time to sleep. Which, apparently, wasn't needed anyway thanks to one of Jesse's powers. Although it would've certainly been a lot easier without having that constant buzzing sensation running through her powers.

It wouldn't be hard to find Skye, she was all over town this entire week. Searching for answers, asking witnesses, searching on a computer she managed to swipe. Sometimes she was at her house, but quite a lot of the time she could be found at the local diner, sitting in a corner while sipping on an endless supply of coffee and researching on the laptop.
hostage: (smiling ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Jesse smiles again. "You know what, I bet he'll be telling people that's who he's named after once he gets to high school."
hostage: (tolerant ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Jesse gives Skye a helpless look. "Last I heard, he quit for good. But I been a little preoccupied the last couple years, so... Who knows."
hostage: (pensive ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
"I wish." No one ever expects to go on a one-way interdimensional trip. He would have packed one if he'd known. "It ain't smart to carry that kinda stuff in your wallet. You don't want somebody in this business finding out all about your family." One of Walt's rookie mistakes, Jesse remembers well.

...Which brings his mind back to the present.

"I almost killed somebody once because I thought they poisoned him to get to me."
hostage: (uneasy ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
"No, he didn't."

Jesse says it as much to confirm it for himself as he does for her. He has to believe it's not true. It has to be a move, a manipulation on Walt's part. Because if it is the truth, then Jesse's world will be in ruins - figuratively and literally.

"Brock was poisoned, but it was an accident. I thought it was ricin, but it was - it was lily of the valley. Little kids just eat that stuff on their own. The berries... Just an accident." Just an accident. Just an accident. Just an accident.

He looks at Skye, going sallow and trembling as he clarifies, "It was all in my head. It was just me being paranoid, getting all psycho. He's my best friend and I almost killed him because of it."

Jesse takes a deep breath. "And now he's trying to get me to go through with it."
hostage: (bracing ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Jesse shakes his head at her attempted reassurance. He knows himself too well, knows his own instability. She was absolutely correct when she called him psychotic. Even in a situation as terrifying as that, his first reaction should not have been murder. He's always wrong about these things, and he was wrong in that assumption, too. Of course he was.

"He wants to die," Jesse replies quietly, "but he's too much of a pussy to kill himself. He's trying to get me to do it. He keeps pushing me, and I don't..."

His voice breaks and he looks away from Skye, squeezing his eyes shut. His hands curl into fists.

"I don't know if I can control myself much longer. I hate him. I hate him so much. But I don't think I can live with myself if I kill him. All these games he's playing with me, but I still..."
hostage: (trapped ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
Jesse's shaking beneath her hand. He looks at her again, biting his lower lip. He's as lost as she is, honestly. He doesn't know what he's done to deserve any of this. He's spent a year trying to make Walt happy, to give him everything he ever asks. But this one thing...

"He always gets what he wants."

By luck, by chance, by coercion or threats or toying with people. Literally controlling their minds, if he has to. Jesse can't fight him forever. Especially not with this seed planted in his head.
hostage: (thinking ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
Jesse honestly isn't surprised that she puts it all together. She was smart enough to catch him when no one else could. She's smart enough to understand this.

"Not anymore," Jesse replies darkly. "According to him, it's over."
hostage: (condemned ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't know." He could parrot back Walt's words, give her Walt's explanation and all the excuses he's given for his suicide. But do any of those even get at the heart of the truth? "He's always got an idea how he wants something to happen, no matter what it is. And once he's got that idea, he's gonna make damn sure it goes exactly like he wanted."
Edited 2015-12-10 08:06 (UTC)
hostage: (disgraced ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
Jesse answers in all honesty, "I don't know what'll happen if I see him again."
hostage: (betrayed ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
Jesse looks at her for a moment. Then, carefully and without any sudden movements, he rises to his feet. "I'm sorry," he says. "I shouldn'ta come here."
hostage: (insistent ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 08:59 am (UTC)(link)
"This isn't your problem," Jesse says. He doesn't mean to be cold. It's just that he's beginning to realize he's entangling her in a dangerous situation. The very thing he was trying to avoid. "You're not gonna understand it. I don't even understand it. But all this shit... It's for me to deal with."
hostage: (startled ☣)

[personal profile] hostage 2015-12-10 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
It doesn't even cross his mind as she takes his hand, he's so preoccupied with everything else. He doesn't try to shove past her, either - too afraid that if he does, he might really hurt her. But Jesse gives Skye a pleading look. He knows he's being manipulated by Walt. That still doesn't mean Skye should get in the middle of it. "Just let me go," he begs. "Before something happens to you, too."

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