what the hell am i doing here, what do i deserve?

[coppelganger]

WHO: Sarah Manning and George O'Malley
WHERE: Nonah, #007 > Some bar
WHEN: Backdated to September 7
WHAT: A ~DATE~
WARNINGS: Language, probably. Thanks, Sarah.



[ Sarah has never really done dates. Not the kind where the guy picks you up at the door at a prearranged time, anyway. Her romantic life has always been less… structured. Yeah, that's a good word for it. God, what a joke. Even with Cal, arguably the most sane relationship she's had in a long time, things have been so hectic and filled with clone drama that they hadn't had a chance to do much of anything together before she got Ported in. And now this seemingly normal guy. He's a nurse, for god's sake. Well, surgeon-turned-nurse, anyway.

She's not sure which bar they're going to, but she has a feeling punk rock's not George's style, so she dresses a bit nicer than she might be otherwise. Better to save the real punk stuff for later. Assuming there is a later. She can't help but be nervous as she answers the door—for a lot of reasons—but she manages to hide it well. Acting's always been her thing, after all. ]

Hey, man.

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[puppydoctor]

[George has done the date thing - he's done it backwards and forwards and he's been good at it, mostly. On the rare occasions someone says yes. But that was before. Before the divorce, and before Izzie, and before his death. Right now, he feels more like an oversized fetus disguised as a half-grown man.

And when Sarah opens the door, that feeling just gets worse. Because of course she's hot, even in casual clothes. He's carried through his promise of getting new clothes, and is back to his typical uniform of a plaid button-down and slacks which his cute butt probs looks great in.]

Hey. Sarah.

[He stands there for just a second, at a loss for further words, but quickly snaps out of it and gestures to his clothes.]

See, no beer.

[coppelganger]

[ She takes the excuse to check him out, taking in the (presumably newly bought) clothes. Not bad at all. ]

It's still early yet. You look good, though.

[puppydoctor]

[When he's not in scrubs, he cleans up well, okay?]

Same to you. I mean - you look really great.

[He offers his elbow to her, and smiles.]

You live so out of the way, though.

[coppelganger]

[ There's a split second where she just stares at his offered arm like she has no idea what's happening, and then she smiles and loops hers through. She can totally do this! Normal people do this allll the time. ]

I know, it must have taken you all night to walk over here.

[puppydoctor]

I almost had to stop for directions, halfway down the street.

[He's hugely relieved when she actually takes his arm. Yes. Perfectly normal. There's nothing unusual about either one of them at all.]

[coppelganger]

[ They can totally do this. ]

I'm flattered you came all this way just to see me.

[puppydoctor]

[He gives one of his little crooked half-smiles.]

Well, I thought about asking someone else, but most of the girls I meet need stitches.

[coppelganger]

Oh, man. This would be a bad time to tell you I only agreed to this for the free medical care, yeah?

[ Squeezing his arm a little bit in case it's not totally obvious she's just kidding. ]

[puppydoctor]

[His cheeks go a little pink at the arm squeeze, and he laughs. It's been a disastrously long time since he had anyone on his arm - and even when he was married, he was more often on his wife's arm.]

I, uh... I've actually decided to try to get into the surgical residency here. Just speaking of medical care.

[coppelganger]

Seriously? What's that mean, then, med school all over again?

[puppydoctor]

Oh, no, I'm done with all that. Residency's like really specialized training. You get to cut people open, and they pay you for it, but you're still technically in training. It's what I was doing back home.

[coppelganger]

Good luck, then. I hope you get in. They'd be idiots not to take you.

[ She suppresses a shudder, though, imagining it. ]

I couldn't do it myself.

[puppydoctor]

[George shrugs sheepishly, looking at his feet.]

That's what I thought, at first. And I totally botched my first appendectomy. But you just have to want to help people bad enough to where it doesn't matter.

[He gestures across the street as they approach a crosswalk. There's a tiny bar tucked between a closed laundromat and a greasy sandwich place, with brick steps leading down to a modest, neon-lit entrance.]

[coppelganger]

I'm not great with blood.

[ She looks it over and nods approvingly when he shows her the place. It's not one she's been in before despite the close proximity to her building, and it's always good to have a place close to home. ]

You wanna grab us drinks while I get a table?

[puppydoctor]

[George opens the door for her, holding it open with his foot while Sarah passes through.]

Yeah, what'll you have?

[coppelganger]

I'll have what you're having.

[ She splits off from him and finds them a free table near a corner where they won't be surrounded by too many other people. ]

[puppydoctor]

[He splits off with a smile, and heads up towards the bar. The bar isn't busy, but there's a good energy in the small crowd, and the jukebox is crackling out a Johnny Cash tune by the time George gets back with two old fashioneds.]

I'm sort of a whiskey guy. I can get you something else if it's not your thing.

[coppelganger]

I'm good with whiskey.

[ Which is true. She'll drink pretty much whatever. ]

[puppydoctor]

[George generally sticks to beer when he's out with friends, but ever since he got here he's been making his liver work a little harder. He's just got to drink it a little slower than Sarah.]

... So I know you traveled, and I know where you're from. But tell me something I don't know yet. I'm an open book [about all but one thing, really] but you've got the whole mysterious Brit thing going on.

[coppelganger]

Mysterious Brit thing. I see.

[ She laughs and glances down at her drink, deciding what to tell him. There's "Well, I'm part of an illegal and highly unethical cloning experiment," always a great conversation topic for a first date. Right. Or maybe "I grew up in foster care and never even graduated from high school," just to make things extra awkward. Or the good old standby, "I have a kid," to make him run the hell away from her as fast as possible. So many choices.

Of course, lying about Kira is the one shitty thing she won't do, and the longer she doesn't mention her the more like a lie it feels, so in the end she decides on that. If it freaks George out too much, oh well. She won't be one of those mothers who ditches their kid for a guy again, even if they are apart right now. ]

Way to put a girl on the spot. Uh, I guess the biggest thing is that I've got a daughter. Kira. She's eight.

[puppydoctor]

[He feels guilty for asking, after watching her go through the mental debate for an answer - but as soon as she does give one, his eyes light up. While it does come as a surprise, judging her for being a mother doesn't even occur to him. Instead, he smiles.]

Oh man, eight! Is she a handful, or still in the cute, hugging years?

[coppelganger]

She's still a hugger, yeah. She's so smart, though. You'd like her. She'd ask you all kinds of questions about your job.

[ She's clearly relieved by his reaction. ]

[puppydoctor]

Yeah? She sounds like a great kid. And I bet you're one of those really embarrassing cool moms, right?

[He smiles teasingly, but it loses a little bit of luster as his thoughts go in a different direction.]

My ex and I thought about maybe having one, for awhile, but it never would have worked out. Not with our work schedules.

[And his infidelity, but he's not going to mention that.]

[coppelganger]

[ For someone who is generally a pretty cool person, she's not a cool mom at all. Who would have thought? ]

They're a time suck, for sure. Kids, I mean. I've got family to help out, at home.

[ You know, for all those times she needed to run off and ~find herself~ and then, later, to deal with clone drama. ]

[puppydoctor]

Yeah? [For a second he pictures his own mother, with her knitted baby clothes, asking him if he's still trying.] That's good. Great, actually, that kind of support.