slightlyoffchilt: (Rarefy.)
Dr. Frederick Chilton ([personal profile] slightlyoffchilt) wrote in [community profile] maskormenacelogs2014-07-20 03:41 pm

what have you got to lose --

WHO: Chilton and OPEN!
WHERE: All Around Heropa.
WHEN: July 8th to July 30th -- just indicate what day in the header please!
WHAT: This thus includes: psychiatric sessions, dinner reservations, coffee gallivanting, whimsical meetings of any any sort.
WARNINGS: Will update if necessary.



The sweltered gasps of summer whispered heavily onto his cotton button-ups and tailored blazers. Inspiring as the warmth and light might be (what better way to flesh out the contours of darkness?), Chilton struggled with his composure in the heat. And the heat flickered in more than mere temperatured conception; there was the metaphorical heat of sparring individuals, his own psychiatrist's history of violence and Borderline Personality Disorder, the cannibalistic ghouls of his past (and future) swaying back into his (endangered?) life. The stress was remarkable, plastering itself in the crooks of his neck, in the curve of his spine. There were fleeting fantasies, when he wondered if Christine had the right idea: escape Heropa for something more remote, something more brisk. But of course, that proposition was contrary to everything he had worked for -- Frederick Chilton was now an Attending Psychiatrist at his hospital, with a fascinating flow of imPort minds to analyze. This was a system he had wanted, the structure he craved. The brief hiatus from work he had taken lasted only three days, and even that was wholly in response to Karla Sofen's physical aggression (and consequential revelation). A minor setback. But with newer patients like Billy Kaplan (General Anxiety), Tommy Shepard (Anti-Social Personality Disorder), Erwin and Levi (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder), and now Godot (... in which the jury's still out), there was a cemented allure to remaining within Heropa's embrace. Not to mention his longer-standing patients, the individuals who suffered the verge of identity crises (his favorite crisis), like Doctor Connors and Kanaya. Not to mention his project with Danger, a situation that sparked new height of unethical relations. And certainly, his promised patients, the ones he was only starting to sink his fingers into their synapses...

There was no true impulse to abandon any of that. He savored every atom of that foundation.

The sun implored blistering antics against his back, and he weathered the heat graciously.
exsithstential: (Even tempered)

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-07-22 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
No appointment today, social or otherwise. Or a reservation for that matter, but that hardly affected a Jedi. When the waiter showed Revan to the table nearest Chilton it is quite by chance.

"Thank you. This will do nicely." Revan offers with a short bow of his head, seemingly completely unfazed when he repeats back the 'this will do nicely' in a strangly vacant tone before leaving. Sitting, he smooths his jacket, a vaguely Mandarin piece: black with loop fasteners up the front, and picks up the menu. His hands are covered in a fine pair of gloves that seem so thin they fit the contours of his hands completely.

However, despite being able to read the menu, many of the dishes proved entirely foreign to him. What were these cassoulet and briskets? Surely the latter was a form of meat based on the context, but from which animal and what cut? Unfortunately, first hand experience had taught him that not all cultures value or disdain the same parts of the anatomy.

With a defeated sigh he looks around, at first for the service to determine how much time he had to choose when he notices Chilton and his fare.

"Pardon me. But I'm curious what it is you have there."

exsithstential: (Lightside)

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-07-27 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh. It looks delicious." At least now he has form to place to a name. For a moment more he gives the menu one last glance over for posterity before setting down and lacing his fingers together.

It didn't look questionable. So it would have to do.

"This is... embarrassing to ask, so please understand I mean this with sincerity." A slight quirk of his lips, an offering to show he understood the jocosity of the situation. "That is a type of food, correct?"
exsithstential: (Wary)

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-07-28 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
For a polite moment, Revan's brow raises at the offer, cocking his head a degree to side in controlled surprise.

"Oh, well that's very generous." With a half bow that turns into him scooting back from his table he makes his way to the offered seating. As he pulls it back he pauses to give a gesture that swings into a low shrug.

"As long as my naivety doesn't offend, I'd be glad to take advantage of some company."

Sliding into his chair Revan sits back but keeps his posture very upright and tight, yet it appears natural.

"I stick out like a sore thumb don't I?" Revan asks in good humor, leaning forward conspiratorially as he speaks. "The Government here was very thorough with my initiation but I suppose dining etiquette isn't high on their priorities."

His kingdom for a protocol droid.
exsithstential: (Piercing stare)

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-07-30 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
"Then thank you, Doctor Chilton, for allowing me your company." Revan offers, tapping the area of his heart gently with the tips of his fingers in gratitude. "I am Revan. ...Just Revan."

Although he did his best to hide it, Revan too examined his company when it was polite and natural. He didn't need the Force to feel Chilton's eye on him as well, following his motions. When they do meet gazes Revan catches the edge of a terribly focused mind, feeling himself being broken down to his base skeletal in those blue eyes.

Almost reflexively Revan pulls away from the gaze, finding a distraction in the approaching waiter.

Perhaps it was just his imagination. At the very least, by his manner and grace, Chilton was certainly a man of learning and class. But there was something else...

"Hmm. That would be an interesting twist." He leans his head aside, sliding a lock of hair into place over his ear. "Though if there was some sort of a nefarious plot afoot it would likely be something far worse."

Ever the optimist.

exsithstential: (Worried/Contemplative)

Skeletal, elements. Sure phone, that's the same thing

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-08-10 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
Chilton's statement draws Revan's gaze back quite easily. It helps when the topic is an ever-present cause for for import reflection and wonder. And, at least for Revan, curiosity always won over shame.

"Then you find yourself in like company. While I disagree with... the methodology of their process," He says with a gentle tap of his concealed wrist, right over the popular location of the branding tattoo, as an example. "I can sympathize with their position."

Revan closes his eyes and briefly tips his head, as if offering that concession to the universe.

"A government suddenly flooded with a myriad of empowered refugees... I can't imagine their society surviving without some kind of a system in place."

Revan gives a slight shrug, looking over his companion. He noticed disinterested tone, the disconnect from the subject. A hint that he wanted to drop the line of conversation? Or bait? While he wanted to push the subject either way, he would not in civil discourse. He didn't want to be rude to his new acquaintance.

Revan considers his words, proxies by warfare... What did he know? Or did he, like Revan, suspect the motivations for the registration were selfish in nature?

"However intent had always struck me as the most important factor of any sensible enterprise."
exsithstential: (Worried/Contemplative)

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-08-18 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"I fear you may be correct." Revan's eyes narrow, not for any perceived slight, but in an almost tired resignation. There was a pattern. Revan could see pieces moving into place, could feel an approaching upset. But how it was going to happen and in what way still eluded him. As did the part he may play.

"Truth be told I'm not sure some kind of conflict is anything but inevitable. Hello." Revan pivots, greeting the young man who arrives to take his order.

"I will have..." After briefly assuming a pensive expression, he tosses Chilton a fleetingly apologetic smile. "What my friend is having. Sadly my appetite is overwhelming my courage. And it does look quite nice."

exsithstential: (Building rage)

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-08-26 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
"It feels like... we're all sitting on a leaking powder keg. And in every direction is a flint." He punctuates his point as he speaks by smoothly tracing a circle on the table with the tip of his index finger.

"Be it unchecked imports, as you suggest, giving the government justification for worse than their condescension and second rate treatment. Or one of a multitude of other volatile aspects of this situation." For a brief moment, Revan falls within his own musings -- eyes open but a thousand miles away, Clouded...

"It's almost... infuriating. How spectacularly unaware and unconcerned everyone is. Blind to how terribly wrong this could all turn out."

Recognition, however late, of Chilton's point draw's Revan's gaze back in and leads it to the covered area of his wrist once again. While his expression is passive as he turns his hand up to better see there's an edge to his voice and a coldness creeping into his eyes.

"It may sound a little strange, but I'd almost rather find out they were spying on us."
exsithstential: (Introspective)

[personal profile] exsithstential 2014-09-09 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
"We get the honor of their "practiced" care." Revan shakes his head. "I assume that's part of the trouble. They've learned how to cloud our vision. Operate in a way that saves face while masking their agenda. Whatever it might be."

It was to his great chagrin that he shakes his head in response to Chilton's question, peering at his companion with a sympathetic tilt of his head.

"Most of those that object to registration do so to sue for some misguided grab at independence. As if that will spare them from the coming storm."

They could be so lucky. Sadly the simple fact of their presence spoke to quite a different course of events.

"When a line is drawn, it doesn't matter on what side you stand. War has already found you."

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ostentiferous: especially the purple ones (grapes are fantastic)

[personal profile] ostentiferous 2014-07-26 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Hannibal was, as expected, on time for their arranged dinner. It would of been rude to be late so he'd made sure he knew exactly where he was going and how to get back from it. A new location meant a whole new area, he didn't know his way around and getting lost didn't prove to be amusing at all. The lack of control in this situation hardly put him in the best of humours either.

He came dressed in his best, despite the weather, seemingly unphased by it with all his needless layers. Jacket, waistcoat, shirt, tie. Nothing forgotten or neglected. He didn't like the heat here though and he certainly wasn't immune to it. It made it much harder to dress how he preferred and the heat in the kitchen could reach unbearable temperatures, he had always preferred cooler temperatures. Fortunately, it wasn't too bad tonight and besides, if he was doing this whole song and dance with Frederick, he was doing it right.

It was strange to think he was actually about to have dinner with a man he'd framed nearly a week ago. And nobody seemed to remember it either, that was weirdly enough the strangest part to him. But then, stranger things had happened.

Gideon, for one, sprung to mind.

He scanned the busy place before catching sight of Frederick sitting not too far away. Approaching slowly, he didn't sit right away. He simply waited till he had the other man's attention, a small friendly smile on his lips, as he offered his hand out as a greet. Formalities always came first.

"Frederick," he greeted, his tone as pleasant as he could make it. "I hope I haven't kept you waiting at all."
ostentiferous: it just sounds DUMB (what kind of name is dumfries tho)

[personal profile] ostentiferous 2014-07-28 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
Chilton had learned to mask his emotions better than he was once able too, that was quite obvious. Though it wasn't exactly a mind blowing achievement, he couldn't help but find it admirable. The only thing that let the charade down was the small fine little details that distracted him from the well tamed body language being presented. The little things were always what struck Hannibal more, he never took in the whole picture as it was present, he always had to look at the details and scrutinise them till he could form his own truths.

The paler complexion, the refusal for contact and the obvious distance formed between them. It wasn't the reaction of a friend or a trusted colleague. It was suspicion, concern or even fear.

He didn't pull the act apart though, that would spoil the game, he was much happier to play along and see where it took him. Clearly Chilton suspected him of something and if it had been any other man, he might of felt threatened. But he'd ruined Chilton before, he could do it again.

Hannibal was exceptionally confident of that.

"Same. What with the circumstances, it's nice to have familiarity," To a degree, it was. After all, it was just the same players but a different game. The only issue he had was the time lines, it was hard to be on the same page as everyone when they were varying in what they knew.

He gestured for Chilton to take his seat once more before pulling his own out, not wanting to leave the man standing for too long. Especially given that he had clearly now taken to using a cane. Even if it was just a fashionable item, he could humour it.

Once he was seated, he picked up his menu, eyes going straight to the wine list with curiosity. A lot of what a restaurant was could be judged by their wine selection, though little could compare to his own impressive array back home. It would be exceptionally hard to regain that kind of collection here of all places. Yet another frustration of this unwelcomed relocation.

"Do you have a preference yet?"
ostentiferous: the rudest show their colors long after death (there's a people stuck in my teeth)

[personal profile] ostentiferous 2014-07-30 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It was a lot harder to have certainties any more, especially here of all places. Before things had been easier, everything had flowed nicely and fallen into place when and where he needed it to. Not here. So much had been undone or changed and time wasn't following in any normal manner. It skipped, jumped and rewinded a little more than he appreciated it. He didn't like the thought that some people knew more about his future than he did. It was obvious to him that some people had been told things, it was hard to miss after that rather charming encounter with the person who threatened him on behalf of Gideon. That left an unpleasant feel in him, he wasn't used to this kind of disorder. Damage control was needed and soon but he could only use so much of his influences here.

The only thing he had to work in his favour was that no one seemed to be on the same page. So many different things happening, confusion was bound to happen, misinformation could be rife and all of that added enough cover that he wasn't entirely concerned. Not yet, anyway.

With a slight smile of appreciation, he nodded his head in approval at the selection.

"A fine choice, it's quite a versatile wine. Whenever it comes to beets, the usual assumption is to try to compliment the bitter nature with a more acidic wine. Sometimes contrast can be far more interesting." He can think of better wines and more interesting combinations but this was the price he was paying to humour Frederick. Giving him this freedom of choice to assert himself a little control and build up more confidence.

The more confident, the more relaxed. A more desired outcome.

He doesn't linger on the topic of the food, it's clearly not a desired discussion so it's put aside in favour of small talk, friendly chit chat to fill the silence. Easily done. "I still find it a little strange, if I'm honest. I'm used to living alone so I can't say I'm thrilled with the idea of sharing. But they seem like amicable and pleasant people so I can't complain. I could of done a lot worse."

It wouldn't last, he didn't intend to simply stay 'rooming' with a bunch of stranger like some student. It was on his seemingly endless to-do list here.

"I'm sure it's a temporary thing," Hannibal dismissed, seeming already rather confident about that matter like he already had it all sorted. "I assume you're not still in my kind of situation? Given your time and experience here."
ostentiferous: fool me fool me go on and DIE HORRIBLY (love me love me say that you love me)

[personal profile] ostentiferous 2014-08-07 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Even Hannibal had to admit that the accommodation wasn't too bad here, given the lack of rent to pay. If it wasn't for the idea of room-mates and the infringement on his desire for personal space, he might not of been as hasty to find a way to leave. If he had the money and the freedom, he would always opt to be alone. But right now, he supposed he couldn't exactly lament on the situation too much.

His own space was always the first priority. More room, more freedom, the more he could entertain guests. It was so much harder to throw a proper dinner party with people conquering the kitchen for their own inferior little projects.

"Accommodation isn't always everything. Some people don't mind sharing, they can even thrive in that kind of environment," Though he struggled to imagine Chilton being the ideal person to share anything with. Especially accommodation.

But at least he wasn't going to need to look too in depth to find where Chilton lived. It couldn't be too hard regardless, he was hardly a master secret keeper. Which always seemed to work in Hannibal's favour.

"It had been mentioned when we last spoke and I wish him all the best with the move. Will never was the kind of man who enjoyed being in the more populated of areas," he liked to be isolated away from everyone, surrounded by an unusual herd of dogs. Most of which were probably lured off the streets or stolen. "Fortunately travel doesn't seem to be too complicated, makes it easier to stay in touch."

He'd just found Will again, trusting and friendly once more, he wasn't about to lose track of that. Though just what he intended to do, he hadn't decided yet. So much more potential now, it was like a free redo on everything.

"How do you find Heropa? I can't say I've been here long enough to form an opinion but I can't say I've found many problems so far," He's not willing to simply let himself get distracted onto the topic on Will, that was a more personal matter he liked to keep to himself. Edging the conversation back onto Chilton seemed like the better idea, putting him under the spot light wrangled out such interesting reactions. The best way to learn was to apply the needed pressure and watch the results.