Dr. Frederick Chilton (
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what have you got to lose --
WHO: Chilton and OPEN!
WHERE: All Around Heropa.
WHEN: July 8th to July 30th -- just indicate what day in the header please!
WHAT: This thus includes: psychiatric sessions, dinner reservations, coffee gallivanting, whimsical meetings of any any sort.
WARNINGS: Will update if necessary.
The sweltered gasps of summer whispered heavily onto his cotton button-ups and tailored blazers. Inspiring as the warmth and light might be (what better way to flesh out the contours of darkness?), Chilton struggled with his composure in the heat. And the heat flickered in more than mere temperatured conception; there was the metaphorical heat of sparring individuals, his own psychiatrist's history of violence and Borderline Personality Disorder, the cannibalistic ghouls of his past (and future) swaying back into his (endangered?) life. The stress was remarkable, plastering itself in the crooks of his neck, in the curve of his spine. There were fleeting fantasies, when he wondered if Christine had the right idea: escape Heropa for something more remote, something more brisk. But of course, that proposition was contrary to everything he had worked for -- Frederick Chilton was now an Attending Psychiatrist at his hospital, with a fascinating flow of imPort minds to analyze. This was a system he had wanted, the structure he craved. The brief hiatus from work he had taken lasted only three days, and even that was wholly in response to Karla Sofen's physical aggression (and consequential revelation). A minor setback. But with newer patients like Billy Kaplan (General Anxiety), Tommy Shepard (Anti-Social Personality Disorder), Erwin and Levi (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder), and now Godot (... in which the jury's still out), there was a cemented allure to remaining within Heropa's embrace. Not to mention his longer-standing patients, the individuals who suffered the verge of identity crises (his favorite crisis), like Doctor Connors and Kanaya. Not to mention his project with Danger, a situation that sparked new height of unethical relations. And certainly, his promised patients, the ones he was only starting to sink his fingers into their synapses...
There was no true impulse to abandon any of that. He savored every atom of that foundation.
The sun implored blistering antics against his back, and he weathered the heat graciously.
WHERE: All Around Heropa.
WHEN: July 8th to July 30th -- just indicate what day in the header please!
WHAT: This thus includes: psychiatric sessions, dinner reservations, coffee gallivanting, whimsical meetings of any any sort.
WARNINGS: Will update if necessary.
The sweltered gasps of summer whispered heavily onto his cotton button-ups and tailored blazers. Inspiring as the warmth and light might be (what better way to flesh out the contours of darkness?), Chilton struggled with his composure in the heat. And the heat flickered in more than mere temperatured conception; there was the metaphorical heat of sparring individuals, his own psychiatrist's history of violence and Borderline Personality Disorder, the cannibalistic ghouls of his past (and future) swaying back into his (endangered?) life. The stress was remarkable, plastering itself in the crooks of his neck, in the curve of his spine. There were fleeting fantasies, when he wondered if Christine had the right idea: escape Heropa for something more remote, something more brisk. But of course, that proposition was contrary to everything he had worked for -- Frederick Chilton was now an Attending Psychiatrist at his hospital, with a fascinating flow of imPort minds to analyze. This was a system he had wanted, the structure he craved. The brief hiatus from work he had taken lasted only three days, and even that was wholly in response to Karla Sofen's physical aggression (and consequential revelation). A minor setback. But with newer patients like Billy Kaplan (General Anxiety), Tommy Shepard (Anti-Social Personality Disorder), Erwin and Levi (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder), and now Godot (... in which the jury's still out), there was a cemented allure to remaining within Heropa's embrace. Not to mention his longer-standing patients, the individuals who suffered the verge of identity crises (his favorite crisis), like Doctor Connors and Kanaya. Not to mention his project with Danger, a situation that sparked new height of unethical relations. And certainly, his promised patients, the ones he was only starting to sink his fingers into their synapses...
There was no true impulse to abandon any of that. He savored every atom of that foundation.
The sun implored blistering antics against his back, and he weathered the heat graciously.
L’ASTRANCE
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"Thank you. This will do nicely." Revan offers with a short bow of his head, seemingly completely unfazed when he repeats back the 'this will do nicely' in a strangly vacant tone before leaving. Sitting, he smooths his jacket, a vaguely Mandarin piece: black with loop fasteners up the front, and picks up the menu. His hands are covered in a fine pair of gloves that seem so thin they fit the contours of his hands completely.
However, despite being able to read the menu, many of the dishes proved entirely foreign to him. What were these cassoulet and briskets? Surely the latter was a form of meat based on the context, but from which animal and what cut? Unfortunately, first hand experience had taught him that not all cultures value or disdain the same parts of the anatomy.
With a defeated sigh he looks around, at first for the service to determine how much time he had to choose when he notices Chilton and his fare.
"Pardon me. But I'm curious what it is you have there."
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"Ah -- Roquefort salad, with a side of beets, and a glass of Sauvignon blanc, which I may recommend," he said. As he spoke, he glanced over Revan's clothing, noticing its unique disposition. No comment was issued, however, as Chilton was not the sort to be overtly invasive towards strangers in public.
Private invasions, however, were another negotiation altogether.
He rather liked the gloves, but couldn't place the rest of the ensemble. With a quirked tilt of his head, Chilton offered a tight smile.
"I hear the Coq au Riesling is quite enviable."
The man himself had to watch the meat intake. Lost kidney, and what not.
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It didn't look questionable. So it would have to do.
"This is... embarrassing to ask, so please understand I mean this with sincerity." A slight quirk of his lips, an offering to show he understood the jocosity of the situation. "That is a type of food, correct?"
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"Ah -- yes, in fact, you are quite correct." His tone, sublimated, tread lightly on his tongue. There was no need to exhibit rudeness, given the unparalleled manners that his company exhibited.
"Won't you have a seat?"
Chilton, who was dining alone, was opened to companionship.
"In case any other questions arise, I mean," he said, quickly justifying his loneliness. "Are you an imPort, too?"
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"Oh, well that's very generous." With a half bow that turns into him scooting back from his table he makes his way to the offered seating. As he pulls it back he pauses to give a gesture that swings into a low shrug.
"As long as my naivety doesn't offend, I'd be glad to take advantage of some company."
Sliding into his chair Revan sits back but keeps his posture very upright and tight, yet it appears natural.
"I stick out like a sore thumb don't I?" Revan asks in good humor, leaning forward conspiratorially as he speaks. "The Government here was very thorough with my initiation but I suppose dining etiquette isn't high on their priorities."
His kingdom for a protocol droid.
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It was an unnerving speculation.
Chilton shrugged away his own questions, rhetorical as they were in nature. His focus was less interested in governmental oversight and far more invested in watching his current company. What an interesting figure -- polite as he was, and conversational. Chilton had the impression that his company was an educated man, certainly an observant one.
"I'm Doctor Frederick Chilton, by the way," he said by way of introduction. "A fellow imPort, in fact."
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Although he did his best to hide it, Revan too examined his company when it was polite and natural. He didn't need the Force to feel Chilton's eye on him as well, following his motions. When they do meet gazes Revan catches the edge of a terribly focused mind, feeling himself being broken down to his base skeletal in those blue eyes.
Almost reflexively Revan pulls away from the gaze, finding a distraction in the approaching waiter.
Perhaps it was just his imagination. At the very least, by his manner and grace, Chilton was certainly a man of learning and class. But there was something else...
"Hmm. That would be an interesting twist." He leans his head aside, sliding a lock of hair into place over his ear. "Though if there was some sort of a nefarious plot afoot it would likely be something far worse."
Ever the optimist.
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Chilton disagreed with that. Some people were more special than others -- neurologically speaking.
His gaze didn't shift, when Revan's own leapt to the waiter. He recognized the relief of a distraction, understood that he was making his company discomforted, but that alone did not persuade Chilton to mask his baser instincts. He was naturally inclined to analyze; that alone wasn't the crime. What Chilton liked to do with his analysis, well, that was often a moral dilemma.
Or would be considered such, to a man of moral integrity.
"I'm Registered," he admitted with a small smile, one almost sheepish. "But that doesn't mean I lack reserves about our situation. Bit of a rock and a hard place, isn't it? In terms of benefit against cost."
Phrasing it so plainly, as if this was a motion of honesty he carried.
"Needless to say, I wouldn't be surprised, if a nefarious plot were to be revealed. Not all cold wars turn hot -- but some do. And if we're, as I understand it, to be the new proxies by warfare..." Chilton shrugged, finding the conversation appropriate, but feigning disinterest.
Skeletal, elements. Sure phone, that's the same thing
"Then you find yourself in like company. While I disagree with... the methodology of their process," He says with a gentle tap of his concealed wrist, right over the popular location of the branding tattoo, as an example. "I can sympathize with their position."
Revan closes his eyes and briefly tips his head, as if offering that concession to the universe.
"A government suddenly flooded with a myriad of empowered refugees... I can't imagine their society surviving without some kind of a system in place."
Revan gives a slight shrug, looking over his companion. He noticed disinterested tone, the disconnect from the subject. A hint that he wanted to drop the line of conversation? Or bait? While he wanted to push the subject either way, he would not in civil discourse. He didn't want to be rude to his new acquaintance.
Revan considers his words, proxies by warfare... What did he know? Or did he, like Revan, suspect the motivations for the registration were selfish in nature?
"However intent had always struck me as the most important factor of any sensible enterprise."
it can work!
But he wouldn't indicate any recently mauled wounds, not at the luncheon table.
"I am, of course superimposing my worldly events onto this scenario," he admitted. "It is perhaps an inescapable bias. In many ways, Heropa's universe is not dissimilar to my own, and that's probably a quiet fallacy simply waiting to entrap me."
A light sip of his wine followed the statement, and Chilton adopted a pondering, introverted stare. It was a little fabricated, for the sake of theatrics.
"I think you're right to illustrate the governmental perspective, however. It would be difficult for them not to find our power -- and resource -- alluring." A swift inclination of his head, and he smiled at Revan.
"I'm sure they would appreciate your perspective. I can't say I'm inclined to fully trust the individuals who have shepherd us hence... But the system is not unfamiliar. The implicit rules and expectations."
Chilton swallowed, darting a more suggestive look.
"Others aren't as generous, naturally. Who knows how long, until a rebellion perks?"
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"Truth be told I'm not sure some kind of conflict is anything but inevitable. Hello." Revan pivots, greeting the young man who arrives to take his order.
"I will have..." After briefly assuming a pensive expression, he tosses Chilton a fleetingly apologetic smile. "What my friend is having. Sadly my appetite is overwhelming my courage. And it does look quite nice."
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"I find the atmosphere most unnerving. Do you also get the feeling that they're simply waiting for a few imPorts to make very bad decisions?"
He didn't need to clarify who they encompassed, and besides that, every time Chilton explicitly mentioned the government by name he grew anxious in increments. What if they were listening? What if their very tattoos could transmit what they were saying, or even doing?
"This world may not be as advanced as some," he continued from that mental tangent. "But the technology these people have invested in seem to be more for surveillance and offense than anything else."
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"Be it unchecked imports, as you suggest, giving the government justification for worse than their condescension and second rate treatment. Or one of a multitude of other volatile aspects of this situation." For a brief moment, Revan falls within his own musings -- eyes open but a thousand miles away, Clouded...
"It's almost... infuriating. How spectacularly unaware and unconcerned everyone is. Blind to how terribly wrong this could all turn out."
Recognition, however late, of Chilton's point draw's Revan's gaze back in and leads it to the covered area of his wrist once again. While his expression is passive as he turns his hand up to better see there's an edge to his voice and a coldness creeping into his eyes.
"It may sound a little strange, but I'd almost rather find out they were spying on us."
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Chilton leaned back in his chair, picking idly at his food. He didn't resume eating, choosing instead to wait until his company was mutually served his own identical dish. Besides, the conversation at hand was far more interesting that how soft any creamily-treated French beets could taste. That distinction was more likely because Chilton was growing so tired of beets.
"Whatever mistakes the government had made before, with the others, we can assume they learned how not to repeat such failures. Which means," he said, nodding at Revan. "We really ought to be more concerned. Just as you said, it's highly frustrating that most of our number isn't overtly worried about this situation. Or maybe they're too afraid to express it? Maybe they've indulged in cognitive dissonance."
It was a thought worth a paper or two.
"Have you met anyone else here, who is willing to talk about this?"
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It was to his great chagrin that he shakes his head in response to Chilton's question, peering at his companion with a sympathetic tilt of his head.
"Most of those that object to registration do so to sue for some misguided grab at independence. As if that will spare them from the coming storm."
They could be so lucky. Sadly the simple fact of their presence spoke to quite a different course of events.
"When a line is drawn, it doesn't matter on what side you stand. War has already found you."
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Well.
Chilton had the feeling that Revan possessed a lot of interesting experience.
"What about infiltration?" He asked, feeling somewhat insecure. Chilton himself was Registered, after all, and while he didn't trust anything authority that wasn't his own, he still found it easier to capitulate to the system. To work with the system. And every day, every hour, he was scanning for opportunity.
"People, imPorts, who Register. Who get as close to the workings as possible -- a useful gathering of information."
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He came dressed in his best, despite the weather, seemingly unphased by it with all his needless layers. Jacket, waistcoat, shirt, tie. Nothing forgotten or neglected. He didn't like the heat here though and he certainly wasn't immune to it. It made it much harder to dress how he preferred and the heat in the kitchen could reach unbearable temperatures, he had always preferred cooler temperatures. Fortunately, it wasn't too bad tonight and besides, if he was doing this whole song and dance with Frederick, he was doing it right.
It was strange to think he was actually about to have dinner with a man he'd framed nearly a week ago. And nobody seemed to remember it either, that was weirdly enough the strangest part to him. But then, stranger things had happened.
Gideon, for one, sprung to mind.
He scanned the busy place before catching sight of Frederick sitting not too far away. Approaching slowly, he didn't sit right away. He simply waited till he had the other man's attention, a small friendly smile on his lips, as he offered his hand out as a greet. Formalities always came first.
"Frederick," he greeted, his tone as pleasant as he could make it. "I hope I haven't kept you waiting at all."
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It was a shame, how the color faded from his face. But Chilton (who prided himself on his self-control) often overestimated his own accomplishments.
"Doctor Lecter," he said, artfully rising to his feet in greeting. With a single fluid motion, he moved upwards with his cane -- the familiar black and sable walking stick that was most certainly for display now. Chilton could, and has, exerted himself without the ambling device. Chilton neglected to offer his free hand for a shake -- would that be too distant? He rationalized that it would be, as they were old friends simply dining together. Wasn't that the ruse that both of them engaged. Granted, Chilton was a little late coming into that realization, but perhaps it was better to arrive tardy than not at all.
Especially when the stakes were this grave.
"It's quite the relief to see you again," he lied. His orange tie shone more brightly against his color-drained face. The cologne he wore was a woody, earthen whisk -- a far cry from his usual, sweeter scent. It was if he was trying to obscure his true sentiment with false senses.
"I've yet to order any wine."
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The paler complexion, the refusal for contact and the obvious distance formed between them. It wasn't the reaction of a friend or a trusted colleague. It was suspicion, concern or even fear.
He didn't pull the act apart though, that would spoil the game, he was much happier to play along and see where it took him. Clearly Chilton suspected him of something and if it had been any other man, he might of felt threatened. But he'd ruined Chilton before, he could do it again.
Hannibal was exceptionally confident of that.
"Same. What with the circumstances, it's nice to have familiarity," To a degree, it was. After all, it was just the same players but a different game. The only issue he had was the time lines, it was hard to be on the same page as everyone when they were varying in what they knew.
He gestured for Chilton to take his seat once more before pulling his own out, not wanting to leave the man standing for too long. Especially given that he had clearly now taken to using a cane. Even if it was just a fashionable item, he could humour it.
Once he was seated, he picked up his menu, eyes going straight to the wine list with curiosity. A lot of what a restaurant was could be judged by their wine selection, though little could compare to his own impressive array back home. It would be exceptionally hard to regain that kind of collection here of all places. Yet another frustration of this unwelcomed relocation.
"Do you have a preference yet?"
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The idea seized down his spine: finally catch the Chesapeake Ripper. His guarded smile, that thin quirk, deepened subconsciously.
But yes, caution, Chilton did recall his caution. He had reached out to Jack Crawford for protection, and was denied any conceivable aid. Freddie Lounds, in Heropa, had dangled tidbits of half-truths before him -- the trouble was deciphering what halves were truth. Lounds had claimed a lot of miserable things, with only her honest word as insurance. And if any of her pinched words indicated any truth to Chilton's fate (however unlikely that was), well, then his personal aspirations of achieving the Ripper would soon turn into revenging upon the serial killer.
"I happened to noticed that they carry a few bottles of that 2005 Bodegas Roda Cirsion," he said. Chilton sought to impress Hannibal, citing the most expensive red wine on the menu. It was like a blood sacrifice. "I think it goes well with. Beets."
Yes, well.
"How do you enjoy your -- ah, housemates?"
A quick deflection tactic, to move quickly away from his intolerance of typical protein ingestion.
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The only thing he had to work in his favour was that no one seemed to be on the same page. So many different things happening, confusion was bound to happen, misinformation could be rife and all of that added enough cover that he wasn't entirely concerned. Not yet, anyway.
With a slight smile of appreciation, he nodded his head in approval at the selection.
"A fine choice, it's quite a versatile wine. Whenever it comes to beets, the usual assumption is to try to compliment the bitter nature with a more acidic wine. Sometimes contrast can be far more interesting." He can think of better wines and more interesting combinations but this was the price he was paying to humour Frederick. Giving him this freedom of choice to assert himself a little control and build up more confidence.
The more confident, the more relaxed. A more desired outcome.
He doesn't linger on the topic of the food, it's clearly not a desired discussion so it's put aside in favour of small talk, friendly chit chat to fill the silence. Easily done. "I still find it a little strange, if I'm honest. I'm used to living alone so I can't say I'm thrilled with the idea of sharing. But they seem like amicable and pleasant people so I can't complain. I could of done a lot worse."
It wouldn't last, he didn't intend to simply stay 'rooming' with a bunch of stranger like some student. It was on his seemingly endless to-do list here.
"I'm sure it's a temporary thing," Hannibal dismissed, seeming already rather confident about that matter like he already had it all sorted. "I assume you're not still in my kind of situation? Given your time and experience here."
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Chilton was angling to afford a proper vehicle of transportation again, something in the vein of his red Porsche left behind. He had the priorities of a narcissist.
"Actually," began Chilton, as he fidgeted with his folded napkin. "Actually, no, I still remain in Housing Unit -- ah, within my government-specified lodging."
It seemed like an obvious ploy, in that second breath of retrospect, but Chilton probably ought not illuminate his precise location. Not that Hannibal was incapable of deciphering the coordinates on his own, of course, but that scenario would at least save Chilton the humiliation of exposing himself in such a way. Ego was a battlefield in its own right.
Chilton was rescued from immediate extrapolation as a waiter intervened, a slight man who delicately inquired over the gentlemen's choice of drink. Chilton proudly announced their intent, smiling in his self-congratulatory way. Despite the tension embedded into his stiff limbs, despite the race of his adrenaline-fueled heartbeat, the very idea of Hannibal having complimented his wine choice tickled the former Chief of Staff. He couldn't divorce himself from his adulation of Hannibal, even as that sentiment swirled with fear and envy and suspicion.
"Will Graham is intent on moving, as you may know already," he said. Chilton's eyes were focused on his company's face as he spoke, ready to absorb any and every detail with an unblinking hunger. "I suppose Heropa is not suited to his temperament. Perhaps there is a deficiency in canine populations."
It was a deflection. Chilton was more than prepared to toss Will Graham off the bridge, if it distracted Hannibal's focus away from his own person.
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His own space was always the first priority. More room, more freedom, the more he could entertain guests. It was so much harder to throw a proper dinner party with people conquering the kitchen for their own inferior little projects.
"Accommodation isn't always everything. Some people don't mind sharing, they can even thrive in that kind of environment," Though he struggled to imagine Chilton being the ideal person to share anything with. Especially accommodation.
But at least he wasn't going to need to look too in depth to find where Chilton lived. It couldn't be too hard regardless, he was hardly a master secret keeper. Which always seemed to work in Hannibal's favour.
"It had been mentioned when we last spoke and I wish him all the best with the move. Will never was the kind of man who enjoyed being in the more populated of areas," he liked to be isolated away from everyone, surrounded by an unusual herd of dogs. Most of which were probably lured off the streets or stolen. "Fortunately travel doesn't seem to be too complicated, makes it easier to stay in touch."
He'd just found Will again, trusting and friendly once more, he wasn't about to lose track of that. Though just what he intended to do, he hadn't decided yet. So much more potential now, it was like a free redo on everything.
"How do you find Heropa? I can't say I've been here long enough to form an opinion but I can't say I've found many problems so far," He's not willing to simply let himself get distracted onto the topic on Will, that was a more personal matter he liked to keep to himself. Edging the conversation back onto Chilton seemed like the better idea, putting him under the spot light wrangled out such interesting reactions. The best way to learn was to apply the needed pressure and watch the results.
sorry for the delay!
Chilton furtively glanced at the other doctor, wondering if he had dared too much honestly with so few words just now. While on the humane level, his city was certainly lacking (extraordinary as it was on a level different from Heropa's extraordinary circumstance, one that focused on bizarre minds rather than bizarre events). But that level was -- had been quite distant for Chilton himself; until had Gideon misbehaved, until Hannibal himself had had those few precious details of his persona revealed. Heropa was calmer for Frederick Chilton.
And Heropa offered more immediate power. Not just literally, either, though every imPort was allegedly endowed with some unique supernatural capability, but also in the traditional sense. Chilton was fine working with institutionalized power for the sake of his own, and he found his needs well met. Shifting slightly in his seat, the former Chief of Staff swallowed nearly audibly. He found the rescue of wine well-timed (and rare was it, that he would commend a waiter). Distractedly, he poked his tongue at the rim of his wineglass, his motion too heavy to be an artful scenting of the drink.
"There is the matter of extraordinary abilities," he said, abruptly. Chilton reasoned that he had already committed to too much, with his casual honestly. If Hannibal had anticipated Chilton's nerves getting the best of him, he was certainly correct in that assumption. Chilton leaned forward, daring only with his audacity, and managed the smallest of smirks.
"What is your ability, Hannibal?"
Unconsciously, Chilton rubbed two fingertips against his thumb, with the hand that rested on the table to anchor him closer. It was an unplanned hint of one of his own capabilities born specifically to Heropa: sedative fingertips.
He had already wondered how Hannibal would look, under that circumstance.