what have you got to lose --

[slightlyoffchilt]

WHO: Chilton and OPEN!
WHERE: All Around Heropa.
WHEN: July 8th to July 30th -- just indicate what day in the header please!
WHAT: This thus includes: psychiatric sessions, dinner reservations, coffee gallivanting, whimsical meetings of any any sort.
WARNINGS: Will update if necessary.



The sweltered gasps of summer whispered heavily onto his cotton button-ups and tailored blazers. Inspiring as the warmth and light might be (what better way to flesh out the contours of darkness?), Chilton struggled with his composure in the heat. And the heat flickered in more than mere temperatured conception; there was the metaphorical heat of sparring individuals, his own psychiatrist's history of violence and Borderline Personality Disorder, the cannibalistic ghouls of his past (and future) swaying back into his (endangered?) life. The stress was remarkable, plastering itself in the crooks of his neck, in the curve of his spine. There were fleeting fantasies, when he wondered if Christine had the right idea: escape Heropa for something more remote, something more brisk. But of course, that proposition was contrary to everything he had worked for -- Frederick Chilton was now an Attending Psychiatrist at his hospital, with a fascinating flow of imPort minds to analyze. This was a system he had wanted, the structure he craved. The brief hiatus from work he had taken lasted only three days, and even that was wholly in response to Karla Sofen's physical aggression (and consequential revelation). A minor setback. But with newer patients like Billy Kaplan (General Anxiety), Tommy Shepard (Anti-Social Personality Disorder), Erwin and Levi (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder), and now Godot (... in which the jury's still out), there was a cemented allure to remaining within Heropa's embrace. Not to mention his longer-standing patients, the individuals who suffered the verge of identity crises (his favorite crisis), like Doctor Connors and Kanaya. Not to mention his project with Danger, a situation that sparked new height of unethical relations. And certainly, his promised patients, the ones he was only starting to sink his fingers into their synapses...

There was no true impulse to abandon any of that. He savored every atom of that foundation.

The sun implored blistering antics against his back, and he weathered the heat graciously.

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[slightlyoffchilt]

He didn't think twice to question Hannibal's implicit offer (or was it a command?) to resume his seat; the motion simply spoke with authority, and Chilton could savor authority. Only when he had readjusted himself, his feet well situated beneath the white linen pulled over their table, did Chilton consider that subliminal sway that Hannibal so easily manifested, the soundless manipulation, the agile guile -- or was he simply over-analyzing an individual whom he (regretfully) admired? Hannibal was highly manipulative, and Chilton appreciated that, but the man's technique proved still somewhat shrouded. The Will Graham of Chilton's timeline, back home in Baltimore, had thoroughly discussed Hannibal Lecter from behind the steeled bars of a therapy capsule. Those arguments began to make sense, and Chilton soon saw strings whenever he looked at Hannibal's handiwork. Chilton was convinced that the man he was preparing to dine with was, in fact, the illustrious Chesapeake Ripper. He thirsted for that exposure -- both of Hannibal Lecter's double life, and of Chilton's own fame (yet written in the stars), he needed it. Despite the implicit peril, despite his own cowardly survival, Chilton couldn't help himself; he wanted Hannibal's company. He wanted the man dissected. His panic thawed as ambition clawed at his heart.

The idea seized down his spine: finally catch the Chesapeake Ripper. His guarded smile, that thin quirk, deepened subconsciously.

But yes, caution, Chilton did recall his caution. He had reached out to Jack Crawford for protection, and was denied any conceivable aid. Freddie Lounds, in Heropa, had dangled tidbits of half-truths before him -- the trouble was deciphering what halves were truth. Lounds had claimed a lot of miserable things, with only her honest word as insurance. And if any of her pinched words indicated any truth to Chilton's fate (however unlikely that was), well, then his personal aspirations of achieving the Ripper would soon turn into revenging upon the serial killer.

"I happened to noticed that they carry a few bottles of that 2005 Bodegas Roda Cirsion," he said. Chilton sought to impress Hannibal, citing the most expensive red wine on the menu. It was like a blood sacrifice. "I think it goes well with. Beets."

Yes, well.

"How do you enjoy your -- ah, housemates?"

A quick deflection tactic, to move quickly away from his intolerance of typical protein ingestion.

[ostentiferous]

It was a lot harder to have certainties any more, especially here of all places. Before things had been easier, everything had flowed nicely and fallen into place when and where he needed it to. Not here. So much had been undone or changed and time wasn't following in any normal manner. It skipped, jumped and rewinded a little more than he appreciated it. He didn't like the thought that some people knew more about his future than he did. It was obvious to him that some people had been told things, it was hard to miss after that rather charming encounter with the person who threatened him on behalf of Gideon. That left an unpleasant feel in him, he wasn't used to this kind of disorder. Damage control was needed and soon but he could only use so much of his influences here.

The only thing he had to work in his favour was that no one seemed to be on the same page. So many different things happening, confusion was bound to happen, misinformation could be rife and all of that added enough cover that he wasn't entirely concerned. Not yet, anyway.

With a slight smile of appreciation, he nodded his head in approval at the selection.

"A fine choice, it's quite a versatile wine. Whenever it comes to beets, the usual assumption is to try to compliment the bitter nature with a more acidic wine. Sometimes contrast can be far more interesting." He can think of better wines and more interesting combinations but this was the price he was paying to humour Frederick. Giving him this freedom of choice to assert himself a little control and build up more confidence.

The more confident, the more relaxed. A more desired outcome.

He doesn't linger on the topic of the food, it's clearly not a desired discussion so it's put aside in favour of small talk, friendly chit chat to fill the silence. Easily done. "I still find it a little strange, if I'm honest. I'm used to living alone so I can't say I'm thrilled with the idea of sharing. But they seem like amicable and pleasant people so I can't complain. I could of done a lot worse."

It wouldn't last, he didn't intend to simply stay 'rooming' with a bunch of stranger like some student. It was on his seemingly endless to-do list here.

"I'm sure it's a temporary thing," Hannibal dismissed, seeming already rather confident about that matter like he already had it all sorted. "I assume you're not still in my kind of situation? Given your time and experience here."

[slightlyoffchilt]

At the expectation that he had in fact moved beyond his humble abode, Chilton flushed; as alluring as independent housing and an aesthetic more suitable to his tastes was, he found himself content with the prospect of a rentless shelter that posed an easy commute to his work. It might have been parasitic of him, but the more he could relieve himself of those necessary financial obligations, the more he could invest in showcasing luxury items.

Chilton was angling to afford a proper vehicle of transportation again, something in the vein of his red Porsche left behind. He had the priorities of a narcissist.

"Actually," began Chilton, as he fidgeted with his folded napkin. "Actually, no, I still remain in Housing Unit -- ah, within my government-specified lodging."

It seemed like an obvious ploy, in that second breath of retrospect, but Chilton probably ought not illuminate his precise location. Not that Hannibal was incapable of deciphering the coordinates on his own, of course, but that scenario would at least save Chilton the humiliation of exposing himself in such a way. Ego was a battlefield in its own right.

Chilton was rescued from immediate extrapolation as a waiter intervened, a slight man who delicately inquired over the gentlemen's choice of drink. Chilton proudly announced their intent, smiling in his self-congratulatory way. Despite the tension embedded into his stiff limbs, despite the race of his adrenaline-fueled heartbeat, the very idea of Hannibal having complimented his wine choice tickled the former Chief of Staff. He couldn't divorce himself from his adulation of Hannibal, even as that sentiment swirled with fear and envy and suspicion.

"Will Graham is intent on moving, as you may know already," he said. Chilton's eyes were focused on his company's face as he spoke, ready to absorb any and every detail with an unblinking hunger. "I suppose Heropa is not suited to his temperament. Perhaps there is a deficiency in canine populations."

It was a deflection. Chilton was more than prepared to toss Will Graham off the bridge, if it distracted Hannibal's focus away from his own person.

[ostentiferous]

Even Hannibal had to admit that the accommodation wasn't too bad here, given the lack of rent to pay. If it wasn't for the idea of room-mates and the infringement on his desire for personal space, he might not of been as hasty to find a way to leave. If he had the money and the freedom, he would always opt to be alone. But right now, he supposed he couldn't exactly lament on the situation too much.

His own space was always the first priority. More room, more freedom, the more he could entertain guests. It was so much harder to throw a proper dinner party with people conquering the kitchen for their own inferior little projects.

"Accommodation isn't always everything. Some people don't mind sharing, they can even thrive in that kind of environment," Though he struggled to imagine Chilton being the ideal person to share anything with. Especially accommodation.

But at least he wasn't going to need to look too in depth to find where Chilton lived. It couldn't be too hard regardless, he was hardly a master secret keeper. Which always seemed to work in Hannibal's favour.

"It had been mentioned when we last spoke and I wish him all the best with the move. Will never was the kind of man who enjoyed being in the more populated of areas," he liked to be isolated away from everyone, surrounded by an unusual herd of dogs. Most of which were probably lured off the streets or stolen. "Fortunately travel doesn't seem to be too complicated, makes it easier to stay in touch."

He'd just found Will again, trusting and friendly once more, he wasn't about to lose track of that. Though just what he intended to do, he hadn't decided yet. So much more potential now, it was like a free redo on everything.

"How do you find Heropa? I can't say I've been here long enough to form an opinion but I can't say I've found many problems so far," He's not willing to simply let himself get distracted onto the topic on Will, that was a more personal matter he liked to keep to himself. Edging the conversation back onto Chilton seemed like the better idea, putting him under the spot light wrangled out such interesting reactions. The best way to learn was to apply the needed pressure and watch the results.

sorry for the delay!

[slightlyoffchilt]

"It is -- certainly calmer than Baltimore, on one level."

Chilton furtively glanced at the other doctor, wondering if he had dared too much honestly with so few words just now. While on the humane level, his city was certainly lacking (extraordinary as it was on a level different from Heropa's extraordinary circumstance, one that focused on bizarre minds rather than bizarre events). But that level was -- had been quite distant for Chilton himself; until had Gideon misbehaved, until Hannibal himself had had those few precious details of his persona revealed. Heropa was calmer for Frederick Chilton.

And Heropa offered more immediate power. Not just literally, either, though every imPort was allegedly endowed with some unique supernatural capability, but also in the traditional sense. Chilton was fine working with institutionalized power for the sake of his own, and he found his needs well met. Shifting slightly in his seat, the former Chief of Staff swallowed nearly audibly. He found the rescue of wine well-timed (and rare was it, that he would commend a waiter). Distractedly, he poked his tongue at the rim of his wineglass, his motion too heavy to be an artful scenting of the drink.

"There is the matter of extraordinary abilities," he said, abruptly. Chilton reasoned that he had already committed to too much, with his casual honestly. If Hannibal had anticipated Chilton's nerves getting the best of him, he was certainly correct in that assumption. Chilton leaned forward, daring only with his audacity, and managed the smallest of smirks.

"What is your ability, Hannibal?"

Unconsciously, Chilton rubbed two fingertips against his thumb, with the hand that rested on the table to anchor him closer. It was an unplanned hint of one of his own capabilities born specifically to Heropa: sedative fingertips.

He had already wondered how Hannibal would look, under that circumstance.