[ it's true that she feels naturally inclined towards violence-- especially as a means of solving problems. not to say that her methods aren't usually calculated, even elegant, but violence is still violence all the same. even now, she feels tempted towards harm, aware of the threat he poses even just by holding her hand. that pressure on her fragile finger is a reminder of that.

when she answers, her voice is low, her syllables careful: ]

There is no further need to make excuses, Kirei. [ she watches him steadily. ] If it is inevitable, and this is your desire, then do what you will. I will respond accordingly.