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Abigail Hobbs ([personal profile] am_i_a_monster) wrote in [community profile] maskormenacelogs2016-09-11 10:20 pm

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WHO: Abigail Hobbs and OPEN!
WHERE: Outside Heropa #030
WHEN: Middle of the day
WHAT: Abigail's arrival.
WARNINGS: None.



Abigail exited the car and stood outside in a daze, clutching the pamphlet and file folder she'd been given tightly in her hands. She was standing in front of her new home, if she was to believe what she had been told. She'd nodded like she'd understood the debriefing, but had merely wanted to get away from the people. Everyone felt like a threat, especially since she had died. She knew she had died. If Will had somehow managed to save her life, the FBI would have locked her up for the things she'd done and she would have deserved it. She knew she wasn't dead anymore either. If there was an afterlife, she would have seen her father and he'd be ushering her into hell, not a new house. This was something else.

Abigail took a few shaky steps inside the home, leaving the door open so she wouldn't feel trapped. She toured the house, feeling herself calm down until she entered the kitchen. Not that long ago, she'd been planning for a new life and a better future with Hannibal. Then he'd stabbed Will, cut her throat and left her to die on a kitchen floor, as her father had done. Being in another kitchen was overwhelming. She turned and ran out of the home instinctively. Tears filled her eyes, blurring her vision, and yet she continued her panicked run until she bumped into someone. "Sorry. I'm sorry." She stammered out nervously and wiped at her eyes.
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[personal profile] dnr 2016-09-15 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a little like running into a brick wall, only it's a brick wall wearing a t-shirt and a light jacket, one big hand coming up to her shoulder to steady her. The pitbull at his side balks back a few steps, claws skittering against the pavement, but Frank holds his leash tight, out at arm's length.

"Woah, hey--" His voice is gentler than the rest of him. "It's alright. You okay?"

He steals a glance over her, then back toward the house she came out of, in case there's anyone coming out after her.
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[personal profile] dnr 2016-09-17 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
"It's alright. He'll settle." The dog in question lets out a half-hearted woof like he'd forgotten to bark the moment before but doesn't want that reflecting poorly on his watchdog reputation. Frank doesn't seem concerned about the animal, though, and the dog follows that cue, setting to investigate the stranger's shoes instead.

"Rough day?" he asks, his refocused on her. She's not hurt and she's not in danger, and he's relieved for that, but that's clearly not all that's going on.
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[personal profile] dnr 2016-09-17 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Frank's brow knits a touch. "Here on this block or here in this universe?"

Given the kind of housing she's coming out of, it's not much of a stretch to guess she's an imPort. Something in her tone worries him a little more than that, though.
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[personal profile] dnr 2016-10-02 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
That's what he was afraid of, that sort of fatalism in her words. It's something he's thought more than once since he'd held pieces of his family in his arms and saw the muzzle flash at his own temple, That should have been it. Done. Finished. Any life he had left after that was just the waiting room before death's door.

"Yeah." But it's one thing to accept his own death wish, and another to encourage a teenager girl's. "Thing is, you are here. No two ways about it," he says, the rhythm of his voice even, and a little apologetic. "So, what do you want to with it?"
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[personal profile] dnr 2016-10-23 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"No offense, but that sounds like some Grade-A bullshit to me." He shrugs lightly, not unkind.

"Look, I don't know your situation, but the only thing all of us can't do is go back home. Anything else is a gonna be a choice."
infomodder: this was not the hanging out i had in mind (fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-16 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Spotting Abigail Hobbs at the shop while business was dead in the water wasn't unusual. This time, however, there was no too-quick blink-and-miss-her flash of appearance. There was no odd light around her, no darkness, no bloody side of her face. There was nothing that he might have seen to signal her as memory, as ghost. That shocked him in his seat, really got his attention, had him watching after her with the color rapidly draining from his face.

The stool collapsed when he put two and two together, Will Graham leaving it behind to haul ass out the door. He didn't bother swapping the open/close sign. Nearly ran into the damn thing, of course he didn't bother with it.

"Abigail!"

His voice cracked. Hopefully she'd recognize it as hope, not anger.
infomodder: when you went to hell and back again (i was right beside you)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-16 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Abigail was here, she was right there, and that filled him with enough selfish joy to help counter the soul-crushing realization she didn't remember. Her life here, the room she'd left Will hadn't touched since—if she was asking after his health...at least that provided balance. As did Hannibal, in a way.

"Hannibal? No. He's not here, and I'm okay." Physically anyway. Will took a step forward, inviting closeness instead of demanding it. She didn't have to come to him unless she wanted to. "It's just you and me. Is that all right?"

And Chilton, but that's for later. Now is not really the time.
infomodder: about to turn into of rice & men real soon u lil shit (fathers & sons)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-17 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
That's what they all had to do. Those who survived him, anyway. It was never a matter of living with him, but living with the lasting effects. The damage done. And there was a lot of that damage, especially Abigail. Will knew that even before he followed her look over his shoulder. He looks at passersby down the sidewalk and fights off a frown. She doesn't need to see him frowning. Not after...

"If he is, it's news to me."

He steps forward again, his smile more heartbreaking than any frown. A genuinely happy thing but in the saddest way.

"Like you being here is news to me. Good news."
infomodder: we didn't have to draw a chalk outline (yo momma so dead)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-17 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't put much stock in what I should or shouldn't think. Never have."

Casually spoken, hands stuffed into his pants pockets. His whole at ease posture is sort of ruined by stiff shoulders, the way it seems so fake even as he tries his best to keep up the appearance. For Abigail's sake, he couldn't care less about anyone moving by. But still, privacy is important. A sense of safety and security away from the eyes of those who might pass judgment.

"Wanna go inside?" He gestures to the shop with a tilt of his head. "S'got...air conditioning."

Smooth, very smooth.
infomodder: you look ready to vomit blood let me get the barf bag (aren't you glad we're hanging out?)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-20 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Will holds the door for her, flipping the sign from OPEN to CLOSED after she steps in. Hook, Line, & Tinker is full of everything necessary for fishing and a mustached dog stepping out from behind the counter with perked up ears. He's quick to trot over to Abigail, snout first, the very friendly fellow seeking hands or knees or shoes to sniff.

"That's Gunther." Will moves to the phone and promptly pulls out the cord hooking it to the wall. He is not having a single interruption right now, nothing short of an emergency would get his focus off Abigail. "You thirsty? Got some drinks in the back room if you...want anything."

He is not the best host in the world, but he tries.
infomodder: that's now in my hands you really need some divine intervention (god bless your sweet soul)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-22 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
"'Course. It's my shop."

Zzzz, the blinds to one window go down in a free fall, loud and zipping to cover the outside. He doesn't go for the other set, the big window, doesn't want to make it feel stifling and too close. He doesn't want to risk scaring Abigail. That had never been his intention.

"And sure, but be careful. He'll have you down on the floor rubbing his belly if you aren't."

He points to the dog, ignoring Will's presence in favor of Abigail. Familiar scent, but she doesn't know him, so what does that mean? New friends, and he is all about new friends. So much so he's ignoring his old friend, headed to the back to fetch some juice. Thankfully there's a fresh batch of orange juice and plastic cups. Otherwise he'd have concerns about dropping one and shattering glass all over the place, and neither of them needed reminders of anything or anyone breaking apart so completely.

He returns with one of those plastic cups, bright colors with bug-eyed fish like one associates more with young children, and extends it to Abigail with the fondest smile he has. If her fingers touch his, even just a little, that's proof this is real, isn't it? That's proof he's not having a very, very vivid daydream.
infomodder: it's tough being a lamb you just don't know (fish fear me serial killers love me)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-23 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Gunther is 1000% a good boy, and he is more than prepared to show off how good of a boy he is if it means Abigail shows him some love. So he doesn't try to slobber all over her face or anything obscene; her fingers get some appreciative licks and that's about it. He knows that going overboard is not something everyone enjoys. Better to play it safe at first. Which is exactly what Will is trying to do, leaving his hand on that cup a moment longer than necessary just to feel fingertips. Something real. Evidence.

"You're welcome." Low, politeness returned. "No, I found Gunther. And a few others."

A few, he says. It's not a few to anyone except Will.

"It's a lot to take in, showing up here. I know. It was a lot for me, too. But you're not alone."

Wait. That might be aggressive.

"You don't...you don't have to be alone."
infomodder: just as long as you stand, stand by me (won't shed a tear)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-23 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
He opens his mouth, wanting to answer. Trying to find the perfect way to phrase it. Then he closes it. Apparently he hadn't found the proper way to say things, or just had no idea what to say. But he had to break the relative distance between them, help ease the potential blow.

Will reaches out for the cup first, then her hand. The counter's edge isn't a proper seat but it'll do in case she feels light on her feet and that's exactly where he leads her. A short distance, shorter when the dog gets out of their way, and Will doesn't shy away from keeping that contact. She doesn't want to be alone, he won't let her feel that way. She might notice a wedding band he certainly wasn't wearing when his hand was fumbling at her slippery bloody neck...

"This world's...different. Before we get into that, Abigail, what's the last thing that you remember? From home. Him leaving us in the kitchen?"

He left us to die.

She doesn't need to apologize. Will is the one who's always felt he needed to apologize. If he'd been more together, if he'd taken care of himself, if he'd seen through Hannibal sooner, if he'd listened better, if he'd done a more thorough job of the whole set up, if he'd thrown any silly morality to the wind and agreed to actually leave with Hannibal, if he'd just stopped lying, her fate might have been avoided. Of course, he knew Hannibal was the only one to blame there, but guilt had a funny way of flying in the face of logic.

His voice stays strong and concerned but he looks ready to start spilling those apologies anyway.
infomodder: do you ever take a break from making everything happen so much do you even sleep (but why tho)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-24 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
He puts an arm around her shoulders, at first keeping things almost cold. Too cold, considering the fact he's fighting back a couple of tears himself. Then the only response is to wrap his other arm around her, to let what she knows change. Yes, she can bury her face in his shirt and cling to him if she wants. No, she doesn't have to if she doesn't want to. But she can. He's not Hannibal, after all. He's not going to find a way to get her to do as he so thinks she must and still slaughter her like nothing more than a particularly clever pig if he feels the urge. If he wants to make a point.

"I remember you dying," he says after a few moments, but the crack in his voice still comes through. "I didn't...I didn't know."

That she was still alive. That Hannibal had her. Whatever Hannibal had fed her about the world outside, Will wasn't aware at the time. He hadn't said no to both of them with his actions that night. If he'd known her life was on the line as well...a little less lying would have gone on.
infomodder: we didn't have to draw a chalk outline (yo momma so dead)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-25 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
He hopes he can offer that sense of security. If not, at least he's steady, very much solid and real, one hand gently moving over her hair and down her back as he listens. Later, they can talk about her presence before. They'll have to. He's got almost a damn shrine of her back home. Now isn't the time for that, though. Grief comes first. Seems to be a common thread with Baltimore, always losing and mourning for someone or something.

"Well, he isn't here." Will says calmly after some time, enough for Abigail to have had some room and space to let her tears flow and hopefully realize that he isn't mad, that he is a safe harbor. "But I am. S'a new life. We can be a family and look after each other here. If you want to."

Will wants to, but Abigail's had enough decisions made for her. Not going to continue that tradition. He is the less awful dad, after all. Hopefully he doesn't have to verbalize the fact he's willing to go to extremes to protect her.
infomodder: let me remind you again how much of a fuckhead he is okay? (this is a no woobifying hannibal zone)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-26 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
Will pulls back just enough to see, give them a little space without loosening his arms. His eyebrows lift, surprise slight but still there. He's not about to tell her to leave. There are a variety of monsters in the great wide world, and whatever sort Abigail might think of herself as, well. She's a welcome monster when it comes to Will Graham.

"You won't." He's certain of that. He's already been put through the grinder in all but one sense of the word. Abigail might drive his hair to gray quicker, but she's not going to destroy him. "I wouldn't, I wouldn't put it out there if I didn't want that, too. But you can take your time to think about it. They always give you a place to stay when you first get here."
infomodder: your new questionable coat and plaid shirts will arrive shortly (welcome to the dark side)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-26 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Gunther quietly walks over to plop down near Abigail's feet. He is now a furry buffer between her and anyone who'd dare walk in a closed shop. Will internally debates reaching under the counter to get some tissues, unconcerned with the idea of being driven over the edge. He opts for that, too, and is glad for it when the questions hit. To be expect, really. But he appreciates having a moment or two to get his face under control and neutral without Abigail being able to see it.

"Because..." He takes a moment, holding the box of tissue loosely between them. She can take one, or the box, or ignore it entirely. "I've been here for a while. I have the shop, a house, dogs. A wife."

Casually tacks that on at the end. Maybe it's not overwhelming that way.
infomodder: protecting both your heart and mine? (are you strong enough to stand)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-28 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
What a depressing question. More depressing is the thought after, that it's not the worst anyone from Baltimore could ask. Just the worst for Will, personally, considering the source and the context. He can't bother to fake a smile. Doesn't seem like a good point to. Instead, he pats her hand and keeps a gentle, comforting hold.

"Too long." A single second of death had been too long for Abigail Hobbs, in Will's mind. He'd tucked her away in his imagination for an oceanic trip to track Hannibal Lecter down, he hadn't been ready to accept it until he absolutely had to. "Time's not the same here as it where we come from. Where any of us come from. Kinda hard to explain. You'll see for yourself."
infomodder: you look ready to vomit blood let me get the barf bag (aren't you glad we're hanging out?)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-09-29 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
Will frowns, thinking over a proper answer to her question. After a few seconds, he decides there isn't one. Not a verbal answer, at any rate. Taking action? Yes. That was much better. So he pushes off the counter to pull a dog leash out from underneath the register, which causes Gunther to jump up immediately. He knows what's up. Will keeps a close space to Abigail the whole time, clasping leash to collar and pulling out a ring of keys before he straightens up and raises his eyebrows at Abigail.

"We'll find out." He gestures to the door. He has a wallet. There are restaurants and stores nearby. They can start small. Ordering a meal, ice cream, something. Walking around for a half hour and checking out a few items. Anything is a start. Sitting around is not. "You and me. Together."

Maybe a new scarf?
infomodder: just as long as you stand, stand by me (won't shed a tear)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-10-05 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
If she wanted it, he wouldn't deny her. Couldn't deny her. All those years without her left him rather starved, despite the fact he'd "sent her off" more or less. Despite the fact he was the one of the few still around who could and would tend to her grave. Keeping hold of her hand would be an honor, not a burden.

"Right." He smiles, opening the door so she can head out first. Then it's just a matter of turning the main lights off, locking it behind them, and heading down to...wherever. He didn't have a plan past baby steps and making sure close is just what he stayed.
infomodder: do 'em in the nursery YOUR MOVE NOW GOD (bet we could score some shrooms)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-10-10 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
She gestures and Will looks, nostrils flaring so he can take a subtle sniff of his own. That sugary, cozy scent is nearly overwhelming when he does—is it possible they have some matching skills in this new world? Curious. Fitting, and curious. He looks at her and nods, saving that question for later. Gunther is just happy to be included.

"Sure. Couple nice places over that way. Sub shop, little coffee shop, a bakery. I don't get down this way as much as I should, there's gotta be more."

A wrong he'll right if Abigail proves to like wherever they're headed. By God he will fix it. He will pick her up fresh treats every day if she wants him to.
infomodder: WHAT A HAPPY FUCK (will graham: doing okay)

[personal profile] infomodder 2016-10-12 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
He catches that look when he returns it, and his smile is one of those slow, genuinely happy things. He doesn't know about therapy sessions with Dad's corpse and familial smells. He can't. Even if Hannibal offered, he wouldn't want to hear it. Just more rubbing in that he got more time with her than Will and it's Will's fault for all that.

"Me too." No point in hiding new skills, especially not something that can straddle the line of useful and useless. "That what you have now? A better sense of smell?"

He's pleased by the idea, something shared between Abigail and he that isn't painful.