Abigail Hobbs (
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maskormenacelogs2016-09-11 10:20 pm
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WHO: Abigail Hobbs and OPEN!
WHERE: Outside Heropa #030
WHEN: Middle of the day
WHAT: Abigail's arrival.
WARNINGS: None.
Abigail exited the car and stood outside in a daze, clutching the pamphlet and file folder she'd been given tightly in her hands. She was standing in front of her new home, if she was to believe what she had been told. She'd nodded like she'd understood the debriefing, but had merely wanted to get away from the people. Everyone felt like a threat, especially since she had died. She knew she had died. If Will had somehow managed to save her life, the FBI would have locked her up for the things she'd done and she would have deserved it. She knew she wasn't dead anymore either. If there was an afterlife, she would have seen her father and he'd be ushering her into hell, not a new house. This was something else.
Abigail took a few shaky steps inside the home, leaving the door open so she wouldn't feel trapped. She toured the house, feeling herself calm down until she entered the kitchen. Not that long ago, she'd been planning for a new life and a better future with Hannibal. Then he'd stabbed Will, cut her throat and left her to die on a kitchen floor, as her father had done. Being in another kitchen was overwhelming. She turned and ran out of the home instinctively. Tears filled her eyes, blurring her vision, and yet she continued her panicked run until she bumped into someone. "Sorry. I'm sorry." She stammered out nervously and wiped at her eyes.
WHERE: Outside Heropa #030
WHEN: Middle of the day
WHAT: Abigail's arrival.
WARNINGS: None.
Abigail exited the car and stood outside in a daze, clutching the pamphlet and file folder she'd been given tightly in her hands. She was standing in front of her new home, if she was to believe what she had been told. She'd nodded like she'd understood the debriefing, but had merely wanted to get away from the people. Everyone felt like a threat, especially since she had died. She knew she had died. If Will had somehow managed to save her life, the FBI would have locked her up for the things she'd done and she would have deserved it. She knew she wasn't dead anymore either. If there was an afterlife, she would have seen her father and he'd be ushering her into hell, not a new house. This was something else.
Abigail took a few shaky steps inside the home, leaving the door open so she wouldn't feel trapped. She toured the house, feeling herself calm down until she entered the kitchen. Not that long ago, she'd been planning for a new life and a better future with Hannibal. Then he'd stabbed Will, cut her throat and left her to die on a kitchen floor, as her father had done. Being in another kitchen was overwhelming. She turned and ran out of the home instinctively. Tears filled her eyes, blurring her vision, and yet she continued her panicked run until she bumped into someone. "Sorry. I'm sorry." She stammered out nervously and wiped at her eyes.

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"Woah, hey--" His voice is gentler than the rest of him. "It's alright. You okay?"
He steals a glance over her, then back toward the house she came out of, in case there's anyone coming out after her.
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She notices the way he looks to the house and can easily guess at what he's thinking. She had to spend most of her life in fear of her father and other threats. If their situations were reversed, she would have run away.
"There's no one chasing me. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle your dog."
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"Rough day?" he asks, his refocused on her. She's not hurt and she's not in danger, and he's relieved for that, but that's clearly not all that's going on.
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"The worst day ever." Abigail replied with a nod. "I shouldn't be here." She shouldn't even be alive. It was difficult to shake the feeling that Hannibal, or someone else, would come along to kill her again.
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Given the kind of housing she's coming out of, it's not much of a stretch to guess she's an imPort. Something in her tone worries him a little more than that, though.
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"Yeah." But it's one thing to accept his own death wish, and another to encourage a teenager girl's. "Thing is, you are here. No two ways about it," he says, the rhythm of his voice even, and a little apologetic. "So, what do you want to with it?"
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"I don't know." She said; she wasn't sure how to go on after what happened in Hannibal's kitchen. She'd wanted things once, an education, a career and a life of her own. But for the past year, the only dream she'd been allowed was Hannibal's dream of a family and a life on the run with him and Will. That would never happen now. She was supposed to have died with that dream. "I can't do anything."
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"Look, I don't know your situation, but the only thing all of us can't do is go back home. Anything else is a gonna be a choice."
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The stool collapsed when he put two and two together, Will Graham leaving it behind to haul ass out the door. He didn't bother swapping the open/close sign. Nearly ran into the damn thing, of course he didn't bother with it.
"Abigail!"
His voice cracked. Hopefully she'd recognize it as hope, not anger.
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"Will?" She asked and looked down at his shirt, almost expecting to see blood soaking through it. "You..you're not..are you okay?" She asked, trying to make sense of them both being alive and unharmed. Her thoughts went to Hannibal. He had been such a powerful figure in her life; the only person she'd contact with for so long. If they were there, it felt like he had to be there too. "Is he here?"
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"Hannibal? No. He's not here, and I'm okay." Physically anyway. Will took a step forward, inviting closeness instead of demanding it. She didn't have to come to him unless she wanted to. "It's just you and me. Is that all right?"
And Chilton, but that's for later. Now is not really the time.
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"I don't know about alright. At least we're not dead." She said after a moment. They could find ways to live with what Hannibal had done. She always found ways to live with the things that happened to her. "Not anymore."
She looked past him nervously, almost expecting Hannibal to walk up and the miserable night to repeat itself. "He's really not here?"
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"If he is, it's news to me."
He steps forward again, his smile more heartbreaking than any frown. A genuinely happy thing but in the saddest way.
"Like you being here is news to me. Good news."
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"Why?" She asked. She knew Hannibal had framed him and she had stayed hidden. She thought she'd killed Alana that night and he'd still tried to stop her from bleeding out. "Why is it good news? Why did you try to save me? You should think I'm a monster, tainted by my dad and him."
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Casually spoken, hands stuffed into his pants pockets. His whole at ease posture is sort of ruined by stiff shoulders, the way it seems so fake even as he tries his best to keep up the appearance. For Abigail's sake, he couldn't care less about anyone moving by. But still, privacy is important. A sense of safety and security away from the eyes of those who might pass judgment.
"Wanna go inside?" He gestures to the shop with a tilt of his head. "S'got...air conditioning."
Smooth, very smooth.
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Abigail looked over at the shop. It looked safer than standing on the street. And safety was foremost in her mind now. "Okay." She agreed.
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"That's Gunther." Will moves to the phone and promptly pulls out the cord hooking it to the wall. He is not having a single interruption right now, nothing short of an emergency would get his focus off Abigail. "You thirsty? Got some drinks in the back room if you...want anything."
He is not the best host in the world, but he tries.
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Abigail give a faint smile, glad she hasn't startled another dog and holds out her hand to him to sniff. "Hi there, Gunther. Can I pet him?" The question is for Will, but her eyes are still on Gunther. She's never had a pet and hadn't spent much time around them. Her father wouldn't let her, and after that there'd been the hospital and life in hiding with Hannibal.
"I'd like some juice, if you have it." Abigail says and quickly adds. "Please." Hannibal would never let her forgot her manners.
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Zzzz, the blinds to one window go down in a free fall, loud and zipping to cover the outside. He doesn't go for the other set, the big window, doesn't want to make it feel stifling and too close. He doesn't want to risk scaring Abigail. That had never been his intention.
"And sure, but be careful. He'll have you down on the floor rubbing his belly if you aren't."
He points to the dog, ignoring Will's presence in favor of Abigail. Familiar scent, but she doesn't know him, so what does that mean? New friends, and he is all about new friends. So much so he's ignoring his old friend, headed to the back to fetch some juice. Thankfully there's a fresh batch of orange juice and plastic cups. Otherwise he'd have concerns about dropping one and shattering glass all over the place, and neither of them needed reminders of anything or anyone breaking apart so completely.
He returns with one of those plastic cups, bright colors with bug-eyed fish like one associates more with young children, and extends it to Abigail with the fondest smile he has. If her fingers touch his, even just a little, that's proof this is real, isn't it? That's proof he's not having a very, very vivid daydream.
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Abigail is actually looking forward to being out in the world and being productive. And living with Hannibal had taught her to appreciate art. She thinks she might be good at her job. Even so, watching the blinds close over the window feels familiar and comfortable after so much time spent in hiding. She will not mind if he covers the larger window as well.
"Did they give you Gunther?"
Abigail crouches down a little, to be on the dog's level and scratches behind his ears. "Hey there, you're a good boy, aren't you?" She strokes her hand over his fur gently.
She straightens up when Will returns with the juice and takes it from him carefully. The talk of shattered tea cups is still fresh in her mind, though she didn't completely understand it. She just knew it meant Hannibal would kill her.
"Thank you." She says and takes a sip.
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"You're welcome." Low, politeness returned. "No, I found Gunther. And a few others."
A few, he says. It's not a few to anyone except Will.
"It's a lot to take in, showing up here. I know. It was a lot for me, too. But you're not alone."
Wait. That might be aggressive.
"You don't...you don't have to be alone."
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"Others? Where are they? How did you find them so fast? Did they make you a dog magnet or something?"
She knows they've done something to her. Things smell differently now. And there were mentions of other changes in the file she'd been given. Of all the superpowers, being a dog whisperer sounds like it might be the best. It actually seems fun.
"I don't want to be alone. I never wanted to be alone."
She looks at Will again, wondering if he can understand her fear of being alone in a jail cell with her guilt and the nightmares. She wonders if he'd see the appeal of what Hannibal offered her, a family, and what that meant to her. She can't bring herself to apologize for her role in framing him. Maybe he'll understand.
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Will reaches out for the cup first, then her hand. The counter's edge isn't a proper seat but it'll do in case she feels light on her feet and that's exactly where he leads her. A short distance, shorter when the dog gets out of their way, and Will doesn't shy away from keeping that contact. She doesn't want to be alone, he won't let her feel that way. She might notice a wedding band he certainly wasn't wearing when his hand was fumbling at her slippery bloody neck...
"This world's...different. Before we get into that, Abigail, what's the last thing that you remember? From home. Him leaving us in the kitchen?"
He left us to die.
She doesn't need to apologize. Will is the one who's always felt he needed to apologize. If he'd been more together, if he'd taken care of himself, if he'd seen through Hannibal sooner, if he'd listened better, if he'd done a more thorough job of the whole set up, if he'd thrown any silly morality to the wind and agreed to actually leave with Hannibal, if he'd just stopped lying, her fate might have been avoided. Of course, he knew Hannibal was the only one to blame there, but guilt had a funny way of flying in the face of logic.
His voice stays strong and concerned but he looks ready to start spilling those apologies anyway.
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"I remember dying." She answers and sets her glass down on the counter with a shaky hand.
She manages to look up at Will after a moment. The tears spill down her cheeks and she wipes at them with her hand. She knows she can't bury her face in his shirt and cling onto him. She thinks she shouldn't expect him to hug her close and comfort her the way Hannibal had each time she broken down crying in the past. Instead, she moves closer and simply leans on Will.
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"I remember you dying," he says after a few moments, but the crack in his voice still comes through. "I didn't...I didn't know."
That she was still alive. That Hannibal had her. Whatever Hannibal had fed her about the world outside, Will wasn't aware at the time. He hadn't said no to both of them with his actions that night. If he'd known her life was on the line as well...a little less lying would have gone on.
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"It was supposed to be a surprise. We were going to be a family and look after each other." She tells him. Hannibal's promises are still so fresh in her mind. There had been hope in her life, until those last moments. It was why she had done everything Hannibal wanted her to do. "He said I'd have a new life and that he'd protect me."
At least with her father, she'd always known he wanted to kill her. With Hannibal she hadn't known until the moment he stabbed Will, that none of those promises were real. It had broken her heart after all the planning they'd done for a future together.
"I didn't want to die. I knew you were trying to save me. I tried to..." Her words stop as she begins to sob. She feels as if she's done something wrong to deserve what her father and Hannibal had done to her. And as if she failed Will too, by dying.
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"Well, he isn't here." Will says calmly after some time, enough for Abigail to have had some room and space to let her tears flow and hopefully realize that he isn't mad, that he is a safe harbor. "But I am. S'a new life. We can be a family and look after each other here. If you want to."
Will wants to, but Abigail's had enough decisions made for her. Not going to continue that tradition. He is the less awful dad, after all. Hopefully he doesn't have to verbalize the fact he's willing to go to extremes to protect her.
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As the tears began to slow down, she manages to lift her head and look up at him. It's tempting to simply agree to be a family with him and let him become another parental figure. She wonders if she can trust him to keep her safe from the past. It's dangerous. She knows she's tainted by everything she's done. She could damage him, not in the way she did Alana, but in the same way her very existence drove her father crazy, or the way she changed Hannibal.
"What about what you want?" She asks. "I don't want to wreck you too. I ruin everything."
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"You won't." He's certain of that. He's already been put through the grinder in all but one sense of the word. Abigail might drive his hair to gray quicker, but she's not going to destroy him. "I wouldn't, I wouldn't put it out there if I didn't want that, too. But you can take your time to think about it. They always give you a place to stay when you first get here."
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"They did give me a house, with roommates. I haven't met them yet." Abigail says and lets go of him to wipe her face. She doesn't want to rush anything or risk angering the people in charge of this new world. It was all so new. "We can look after each other even if we live in separate houses, right? Maybe you can come with me when I go places, at least until I get used to being able to be outside in public again." She pauses and then asks. "Will? How do you know what they always do? How do you have a store and dogs already?"
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"Because..." He takes a moment, holding the box of tissue loosely between them. She can take one, or the box, or ignore it entirely. "I've been here for a while. I have the shop, a house, dogs. A wife."
Casually tacks that on at the end. Maybe it's not overwhelming that way.
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"How..how long was I dead?" She asks. It must have been a long time, maybe years if he's married.
The thought brings ugly pictures to her mind, and she blinks rapidly, forcing back more tears. She thinks of her dead body, next to Will's body, being taken away from Hannibal's kitchen. She remembers how much she wanted to leave that night and it would have been in a body bag, instead of a plane ride to a new life. She imagines the FBI using her body for evidence, as they did with her father and then her body being cremated like her mother. Her ashes had probably been left wherever they put paupers, until she had been resurrected in this strange place.
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"Too long." A single second of death had been too long for Abigail Hobbs, in Will's mind. He'd tucked her away in his imagination for an oceanic trip to track Hannibal Lecter down, he hadn't been ready to accept it until he absolutely had to. "Time's not the same here as it where we come from. Where any of us come from. Kinda hard to explain. You'll see for yourself."
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"I'm scared to see any of it for myself. I wouldn't even know how to get by in the real world anymore, let alone this weird place." Abigail admitted. She had spent so much time hidden away from everyone but Hannibal. She had come to depend on him for everything. It was almost as scary to be away from him as it would be to have him there. "How can I have a life now?"
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"We'll find out." He gestures to the door. He has a wallet. There are restaurants and stores nearby. They can start small. Ordering a meal, ice cream, something. Walking around for a half hour and checking out a few items. Anything is a start. Sitting around is not. "You and me. Together."
Maybe a new scarf?
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Abigail nods. "Together." She takes small steps to the door. "You'll stay close, right?" She's tempted to hold onto his hand, and use him as a lifeline to keep her from being dragged back to that other world where she died.
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"Right." He smiles, opening the door so she can head out first. Then it's just a matter of turning the main lights off, locking it behind them, and heading down to...wherever. He didn't have a plan past baby steps and making sure close is just what he stayed.
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Abigail doesn't go far from the shop, making sure Will joins her. With her newly enhanced sense of smell, she can picks on on a nice scent, that reminds her of cinnamon and vanilla. It might be a bakery with fresh treats. "Should we go this way?" She asks, gesturing in the direction of the scent.
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"Sure. Couple nice places over that way. Sub shop, little coffee shop, a bakery. I don't get down this way as much as I should, there's gotta be more."
A wrong he'll right if Abigail proves to like wherever they're headed. By God he will fix it. He will pick her up fresh treats every day if she wants him to.
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"I thought I smelled a bakery." She comments, looking at him for a moment to see his reaction. She then takes a few steps in the right direction, but never moves too far from him and Gunther.
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"Me too." No point in hiding new skills, especially not something that can straddle the line of useful and useless. "That what you have now? A better sense of smell?"
He's pleased by the idea, something shared between Abigail and he that isn't painful.
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"The smell's the only power I've used." She hasn't been there long enough to find the tools she needs for the other skill sets. She isn't sure if she can even find a harpsichord, let alone convince her roommates to let her put one in the house.