[He starts to say something, then pauses. Whether or not he cares about the others, he really couldn't say. But losing Kaneda again... he's not strong enough to go through that again.
Shit.
Even during the seminar, when he almost lost himself again, or before, when the news hit, and fear of instant annihilation was high, he hadn't felt this trapped. He'd tried clinging onto the idea that he could, maybe, get out. He'd constantly asked Kaneda for answers, almost to the point of begging. But he'd never asked that question.
Had he been too afraid to? Why did it scare him now?]
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[He starts to say something, then pauses. Whether or not he cares about the others, he really couldn't say. But losing Kaneda again... he's not strong enough to go through that again.
Shit.
Even during the seminar, when he almost lost himself again, or before, when the news hit, and fear of instant annihilation was high, he hadn't felt this trapped. He'd tried clinging onto the idea that he could, maybe, get out. He'd constantly asked Kaneda for answers, almost to the point of begging. But he'd never asked that question.
Had he been too afraid to? Why did it scare him now?]