[Jesse has trouble letting go. Physically, he remains trapped there for a moment, holding onto Walt for what might be the very last time. He can only pray it's the last time, that he'll be free after this. But just as much as he wants that freedom, he wants to stay here. He wants to go with Walt and die beside him or save him over and over again, live out this miserable cycle for eternity.
He leans in, pressing his forehead to Walt's and squeezing his eyes shut. It's a struggle to hold in his tears. His shuddering breath betrays that. Jesse strokes Walt's face before his hands drop away, and before he can stop himself, his arms are wrapping themselves around Walt and he's clinging.
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He leans in, pressing his forehead to Walt's and squeezing his eyes shut. It's a struggle to hold in his tears. His shuddering breath betrays that. Jesse strokes Walt's face before his hands drop away, and before he can stop himself, his arms are wrapping themselves around Walt and he's clinging.
He hates himself.]