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[closed] I keep you safe

WHO: April Ludgate and Will Graham
WHERE: Their animal house in Heropa
WHEN: Late evening, 3/17
WHAT: Abigail is gone and Will reacts to this about as well as he reacts to most everything involving Abigail. April gets to witness it firsthand, oh the places we go.
WARNINGS: Hannibal season two spoilers? Cannibalism? Murder? Raccoon fury?



[Stuff. That's what Will Graham comes home with: a bunch of stuff.

Not the good kind of stuff. Not a pizza, not take-out, not tacos April didn't have to shoot out of her hands. Not the kind of stuff that gets tossed on the dinner table or counter or coffee table and is considered up for grabs, shareable. Not something that raccoons might end up pulling apart and dining on as well. This is neither bringing home dinner nor anything that the house at large gets to take as theirs. No. This relates to Will Graham and no one else, which is why he comes in and makes a beeline for the guest room to put it all away. A big box, smaller boxes, bags, what looks like a haphazard move in with whoever's supposed to be moving in just not around. But that's really just fine with Will, so used to cleaning up worse messes left behind while being a mess in and of itself.

And just like plenty of other times, he's quite obviously a mess himself. He's not sweating profusely or a moment away from a mild seizure, but the lack of communication that he's back, the way he goes about everything too quickly when there's really no need for it, the way he passes by without even sparing a second's glance at dog or raccoon, cat or hamster, anything living in this house? He's clearly not on his A game. Somewhere more around the C game—he's functioning, there is that much to be said. He's just furiously trying to ignore the gravity of the situation at hand, if Abigail Hobbs is never going to return, by taking everything that's hers and giving it a bigger place in this home. Because if he stops, for too long, sits still and considers where else she has to go that is not this strange world of superpowered individuals, his C game will look like his A game, and the last thing that April deserves to deal with is that, and all the horrors he's worked so hard to avoid ever since Abigail showed up in the hospital.

That continues, here and now, pulling her clothes out and setting them in the drawers, books in small stacks, an attempt at organization that isn't all that organized. It might be better for putting up the front that everything is just fine and dandy if he'd turned the light on when he entered, but that had also been ignored. He's just putting all her stuff up in the dim lighting that comes from the bedside lamp, there's totally nothing wrong going on here at all. Nope. Everything's fine.
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-18 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It was St. Patrick's Day. In years past that would have meant April was at a bar. Tradition, in fact, had found her hitting the town with her currently romance-buddy in years past. After a weekend in Vegas last holiday and then an all out brawl this past weekend, however, April was okay with the stay at home version of the event. The raccoons looked way cuter in little green hats than any drunk college bro could, anyway. That Will hadn't come home yet hadn't stopped her from enjoying a green beer or two, and when she heard the door open she'd gone so far as to open two new ones with the intention of sharing-

Until he just walked straight by. With stuff. And then more stuff, and then...mm. This was not a good sign. They'd barely broken in the kitchen table for sex and now there was a roommate involved? One that, apparently, didn't even have the good graces to help move in. So maybe less a new roommate and more a kidnapping adventure? After a few more sips on her drink and an exchange of concerned looks with the raccoons, she decided there was only one way to find out.

April wandered over, one drink still in each hand, to lean against the doorway of the room Will was currently attacking with organization. Alone. In the semi-dark. While he was also exploring the benefits of some kind of a personal stress-mess look...Okay.

Instead of saying anything just yet, April opted to simply reach over and snap the lights on instead.]
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-18 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. How about, like, a trade.

[ She hesitates for a brief moment, nearly just stays in the doorway, not really sure what to do on this one. Just stepping back from the harder parts is easier, wait until he works it out himself then resume the fun part of the relationship after.

But, even if it makes her eye him slightly warily, that's not how people she actually likes get treated. Just pretending something isn't there and then blaming future consequences on other people is how she deals with acquaintances. Still, it's more a shuffle than a walk that she makes her way over to the bed to take a seat. Then, as an afterthought, places one of the beers on the nightstand.]


Tell me why there's socks first.
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-19 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh. Sightly less of a surprise than Will deciding he liked wearing April's jackets enough to invest in an entire young woman's wardrobe for himself. She gave a small nod, not that she really thought he could see it, but the gesture gave her something to do. Made it harder to blurt out 'sometimes they come back and don't remember, or don't come back at all' because she knew he knew that and the rule was there for a reason. People left and came back all the time, often with even more stupid powers and terrible life choices to share.

But there was the matter of the clothes... and pillows. And the cat.]


How far into the count are we?
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-19 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Mm...and Fred was snooping?

[ Because Abby moving in would be fine. She might need to learn to send the raccoons in first to see if it was safe to go into certain rooms, but it'd be fine. Surprise moving her in while she was gone for a few days, on the other hand, might mean a good deal of bribery when she got back. Money provided by Will, of course. April wasn't the one that went through her underwear over the weekend.

But Chilton taking her away time to see where the girl had hidden his wine and possibly her personal thoughts and secrets around the room was a possibility.]
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-19 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Technically, it had all been in one place before he moved it. Unless he was counting himself- and hell, maybe the dogs and raccoons and April, too- as part of Abby's stuff. But she wasn't going to bring up either of those facts just yet. Maybe later, when Abigail was back. Or a year from now (if Will was even still there) when the grieving was done and all the needed cleansing fires had taken place.

For now, though? Now she takes a long swallow of her beer before nodding. ]


Sure. You...want any help or something? Guys really don't know how to make a closet work.
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-20 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Don't hurt yourself.

[ She gives a small smile- mostly forced, but she has had far too many years of ignoring problems to just give in to immediately dealing with them now. But even if this had just been totally normal, if Abby was just at school and they were moving her in without the whole vanishing thing, she wouldn't try to explain clothing to Will like he was a normal person. That would just be cruel. And seeing as the abnormal parts were part of what she liked....

Well. She couldn't really do anything but smirk about it now.]


Just leave the clothes with me. You're already doomed for the 'why I touched your underwear' talk...which I'm recording. For history. But don't make it worse.

[ If nothing else, she'll have things arranged for 'should burn first' in case a proper mourning needs to be eased into. None of the stuff Abigail had worn on a day to day basis for the first round. Just the stuff that seemed to live in the closet without even getting worn or thrown away that everyone ended up with. She could figure those out.]
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-20 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ Saving skin flakes in no way enters April's head. She's part of the law making arm of justice these days, not the CSI branch. But it clearly makes sense to him, so who is she to do anything except give a one shoulder shrug. And mentally reflect she hadn't known thongs had an inside out to get turned to.]

Okay...anything we need to send back to her guy friends?
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-22 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[People mourn differently- or that's what April's heard over and over when she very rationally responded to people leaving by giving away all their non-incinerated items. If they didn't have the decency to stay with her, to her thinking, the next version of them didn't deserve to have things to come back to. But it had only been a few days, here. She probably was coming back and April did not want to see that poor girl inflicted with plaid everything if she had to shop for a new wardrobe. So the stuff could stay. Zero complaints in that area. Still...

This was a different kind of mourning. This hoarding stuff. If she didn't come back, this room was going to quickly become the not fun kind of creepy and April is 100% out of her depth on how to handle this kind of sadness. Except to just roll with it and nod at the 'not sending anything away' response and hope they didn't eventually have to build an Abby doll out of left over hair and hermetically seal it and everything else in the room for preservation.

But. Roll with it. Sure. She slouches over, aiming for her head to rest on his shoulder if he doesn't jerk away, and just looks at the bags of stuff on the floor.]


We don't gotta do this all tonight...right?
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-24 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's impossible for her to not tense a little at a comment like that. It isn't that she's suddenly wary of Will himself, wasn't like it had finally dawned on her that moving in with a man which kept a prison jumpsuit for lingerie might have some risk factor involved. It was just difficult to see a path this conversation could take that would end in them happily drinking green beer and teaching the raccoons to jig at any point that night. Which, really, she had mostly given up on the second he started waving around socks. But there had been just that tiny, improbable chance...

Nothing for it now. But April had spent a good deal of time very much not thinking about the messed up situation Will and Abby came from back home. It was so much better to just focus on the world as it was now. So the Abigail/Ear connection had been idly noticed, but the connection between the dots never really firmly drawn. Because what was the point of lingering on it? But now that he's specifically bringing it up, she just nods slowly against his shoulder, not moving an inch otherwise. ]


Mmhm.
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-25 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ At this whole (somewhat rambling, but she new about that) explanation, April does pull fully away. Not to get off the bed or leave the room or even to chug her beer- which, just then, was tempting. But so she can turn slightly on the bed, bringing one leg up and bending it on the bed, to face him fully. Confusion doesn't even begin to cover it.

Framed by ear to the stomach? That just- that didn't happen to people. Ever. Secret clones and evil twins and alien invaders she could accept without a blink in this world. But there was something so...what? Precise about that kind of attack. And for it to happen in a world that didn't even have the decency to call their bad guys supervillains was just the fantastical icing on the confusion cake. She believed him. She just couldn't believe his life. Or the people in it. ]


Where was she?
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-03-28 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[April doesn't shift to close the gap, or pull back to widen it, or move in general. She had a fairly good idea where this was going- where anything from Baltimore ever went. Like the people there just existed in a slow orbit around one jerk, every action or choice pushed along by a guy the Porter couldn't even care enough about to keep around for more than a couple weeks. What the hell kind of man was that?

But there was no good in just deciding that must be what happened. This may be the only chance she gets to talk about this- really talk about it- until something else terrible happened. And while what happened back home still wasn't something she felt the urge to dig up with most days, when it came shuffling out of the grave and started rolling around her house it was better to just...do something. Talk about it, apparently. Even if she was groping along in the dark at a conversation of this magnitude.]


That doctor. That's the him?
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-04-03 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ She blinks trying to put that last line together- and oh. Oh. Putting the place and time into context doesn't help to make her less confused, though. It must all make perfect sense to Will. From Abby to the Doctor Jerkface to making out in public. But the line isn't exactly clear for her and there's no reason to pretend otherwise. There's nothing wrong or weird or strange about that. Just the way it was.]

Because of Baltimore?
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-04-03 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Who even cares about bills and money? Outside of responsible, sane, adult type people, anyway. April's own drink hovers awkwardly in mid-air in her grip as he presses his forehead forward- and then, screw it. It's only food-colored alcohol. She puts it, sans coaster like a true non-adult, on the night stand right next to his drink. Then April uses both hands to grip Will by the shoulders as she shifts and falls fully onto her back on the mattress, now effectively self-imposed pinned under the possessed man from Baltimore.

Which just put her at all the better angle to run her hands up along sinew and muscle and neck ad into his hair, really. A much better occupation than stressing out over who murdered whom and who ate what and how that all related to public make-outs.]


Okay. You win scariest ex.
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-04-03 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She scoffs at the very idea of that. While Will might keep the insane as friends- enemies- people he spent time with- and probably fell in that category of mental health in a different way himself, he wasn't the scary part. Some of the people he included in her newly mentally named grouping of PHSTW was scary, but not the man. Not in April's judgement, anyway, and hers was really the only one that mattered. But considering the context of these confessions, of a murdered Abby kept for a year in a basement...she can't even mentally form a joke about kidnapping being fine so long as Hannibal wasn't invited. A small, involuntary, but likely very much felt by Will, shiver comes just a half second after that scoff as she tries.

Instead she unconsciously helps Will along his path towards possible nap time by just continuing her petting.]


Not you. Don't be dumb. But, mm. We shouldn't let people with weird first names in the house. Or just...not you adults. In general.

[She could so do that second one. Really, anything that brought Will's chances of getting re-stabbed or framed for filicide closer to zero, they could do.]
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[personal profile] aggressiveapathy 2015-04-03 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll make a sign.

[ No Weird Adult Names, that is. Not Pizza Breakfast. Though that second one might help drive 'responsible' adults away, too. She could maybe do both. Or (more likely) forget about all of it in the next few hours as she very likely joins Will for a nap, because why wouldn't she? The world and everyone in it (or out of it, in the case of most of Baltimore) can wait. Everything not physically pinning her down at this exact moment could wait. For as long as Will wanted. ]