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[closed] You've Been Up And Down Down
WHO: Moses Sandor and Cu Chulainn
WHERE: Nonah
WHEN: March 17th
WHAT: It's time for Moses to come home.
WARNINGS: None
For Moses, returning back to the Red Branch wasn't even on his mind. He left with no notice, no words, nothing to Cu, and had probably worried the man to death. But there was shame in his heart and his mind. He couldn't stay there in good faith. Inumata, as he had learned, had done this not in his right mind but it was Moses who was paying the cost for that whole debacle. What would Cu Chulainn say? What would anyone say about it?
He wasn't sure if he was ready to face it. He knew he had to be a man but he had to get his own thoughts sorted out before he felt truly ready to call himself that. This wasn't the same as back hoem. Back home, everyone knew. Everyone saw what he could do. And here, he just looked like a damn fool most of the time. At least that's how he could feel.
He was more than just a fool.
Today, he left Gamagori's house and was sitting down at a park bench, watching the dogs roaming around and seeing them play. Maybe... he should try to adopt one. One that got along with Cu's wolves. Whenever he went back. But he wasn't sure when that was. "Shit... I wish Will was here." He grumbled, leaning back against the bench. "Or someone who could help me."
Frankly. He didn't want to be alone anymore.
WHERE: Nonah
WHEN: March 17th
WHAT: It's time for Moses to come home.
WARNINGS: None
For Moses, returning back to the Red Branch wasn't even on his mind. He left with no notice, no words, nothing to Cu, and had probably worried the man to death. But there was shame in his heart and his mind. He couldn't stay there in good faith. Inumata, as he had learned, had done this not in his right mind but it was Moses who was paying the cost for that whole debacle. What would Cu Chulainn say? What would anyone say about it?
He wasn't sure if he was ready to face it. He knew he had to be a man but he had to get his own thoughts sorted out before he felt truly ready to call himself that. This wasn't the same as back hoem. Back home, everyone knew. Everyone saw what he could do. And here, he just looked like a damn fool most of the time. At least that's how he could feel.
He was more than just a fool.
Today, he left Gamagori's house and was sitting down at a park bench, watching the dogs roaming around and seeing them play. Maybe... he should try to adopt one. One that got along with Cu's wolves. Whenever he went back. But he wasn't sure when that was. "Shit... I wish Will was here." He grumbled, leaning back against the bench. "Or someone who could help me."
Frankly. He didn't want to be alone anymore.
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When he speaks he doesn't look at Moses, and his tone is one of distant boredom.
"You know if ya' needed some time off, ya' coulda' just asked." He closes his eyes and shrugs despite his posture. "I figure that's what you needed, cause if you're trying to hide from me, that's kind of a futile venture."
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Didn't make him feel much better.
"...Sorry, it was... kinda last minute..." He looked down and bit his lip. "Somethin' came up on the network and I jus'... wasn't thinking and wanted to be as far away from everythin' else as possible until I figured it out." Shaking his head. "...Thinkin' about it, I didn't make the brightest move, did I?"
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"But you really need to keep your guard up. With our pact, you should have felt me coming a ways off, even in spirit form." He said, jabbing him playfully in the shoulder with a finger. Trying to keep it light.
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"They did, did they?" He looks up into the air for moment, his bangs catching a bit of a breeze.
"Who was this?"
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"Whatever. People don't like me, I guess, if I'm so bad that they've gotta be scare of me."
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"Now what the heck does that mean? Why would anybody dislike you? What could you have done that was so bad in everyone's eyes?"
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He looked at Cu. "And I did the first two things but... I would never make an animal hurt a person like that. I don't boss animals around like that, and you know I don't!"