[ in the end, she answered his first question, the one he never voiced. Not completely, but it tells him that Annie has limits that not even the military will be able to cross.
It's good, he thinks. Not to blindly follow a mission, anymore.
He hums when she answer the other question. Kaneki places the cup down, looking at it; thinking about everything that happened tires him. Nobody died, but so much happened, and so many people hurt because of him and because of his hunger, that hunger he always pushed the limits of.
"You aren't to blame for your actions", but he is, oh yes he is. At least the whole "feeding on my friend's leg" part. ] I starved myself. [ and this happened before the Hornets ordeal. kaneki told her he was weak and that he was to blame for it; going hungry was the weakness he meant. he told Annie she was right; about playing around with his hunger, that's what he meant. ] The month before, I had an episode [ thanks to Nishi ] and I fed on everything I had in my fridge. A ghoul can go for a month without feeding, thus I did not worry about it for the next weeks. When the Hornet virus activated, I was on my way to De Chima. [ to feed.
So, yes. it was his fault.
he starved himself.
No one can tell him otherwise. ]
When I saw Reiner, I remember being angry at him and at all of the imPorts. And the first attack would have been about that, but in the end, it wasn't it at all. It was about satisfying my hunger, the one I brought upon myself. [ he is so tired. kaneki is so tired and so sad, and all that he did was his fault. There is no "fate" and there is no such thing as "bad luck". There are circumstances and situations you meet and Kaneki certainly placed himself in all of them. The things he did when he was so weak and so pathetic.
Kaneki stares at his own coffee, a soft expression on his face; if he was that pure naive boy from before, he would be crying and bawling and apologizing; he is no longer that boy. He is a ghoul now. And it's tiring and sad and painful and so many things that he can barely think. ]
I cut off his leg. [ and he fed on it like the carnivorous beast he was at the time ]
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It's good, he thinks. Not to blindly follow a mission, anymore.
He hums when she answer the other question. Kaneki places the cup down, looking at it; thinking about everything that happened tires him. Nobody died, but so much happened, and so many people hurt because of him and because of his hunger, that hunger he always pushed the limits of.
"You aren't to blame for your actions", but he is, oh yes he is. At least the whole "feeding on my friend's leg" part. ] I starved myself. [ and this happened before the Hornets ordeal. kaneki told her he was weak and that he was to blame for it; going hungry was the weakness he meant. he told Annie she was right; about playing around with his hunger, that's what he meant. ] The month before, I had an episode [ thanks to Nishi ] and I fed on everything I had in my fridge. A ghoul can go for a month without feeding, thus I did not worry about it for the next weeks. When the Hornet virus activated, I was on my way to De Chima. [ to feed.
So, yes. it was his fault.
he starved himself.
No one can tell him otherwise. ]
When I saw Reiner, I remember being angry at him and at all of the imPorts. And the first attack would have been about that, but in the end, it wasn't it at all. It was about satisfying my hunger, the one I brought upon myself. [ he is so tired. kaneki is so tired and so sad, and all that he did was his fault. There is no "fate" and there is no such thing as "bad luck". There are circumstances and situations you meet and Kaneki certainly placed himself in all of them. The things he did when he was so weak and so pathetic.
Kaneki stares at his own coffee, a soft expression on his face; if he was that pure naive boy from before, he would be crying and bawling and apologizing; he is no longer that boy. He is a ghoul now. And it's tiring and sad and painful and so many things that he can barely think. ]
I cut off his leg. [ and he fed on it like the carnivorous beast he was at the time ]