[ oh. uh... comfort from an adult (you are an adult now josh) is... weird? nice, but still weird. he hasn't had that in so long.

he blinks ]

I dunno. It's - a lot of heavy stuff, I wouldn't wanna drop it on you. [ someone who, as far as he knows, he barely knows. he still struggles to think about it himself. ] But I guess I won't know what I won't know until, uh, I should know it, right?