4'10" OF RAW, CONCENTRATED ANXIETY (
darkov) wrote in
maskormenacelogs2018-06-22 01:07 pm
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another small adventure with rip and marty
WHO: rip and marty DUH
WHERE: MF
WHEN: an afternoon
WHAT: a token of nonhuman friendship
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Martin sits on a concrete ledge encasing some of the landscaping around the Endeavor Center, his bag of soccer clothes in his lap. While he waits for Rex, he picks at a piece of knitwork Andy passed off to him after her own frustrations with it left it barely finished. This sort of thing doesn't bother him much -- it fills his wait with a task he can focus in on and lose himself in, the repeating patterns satisfying to see take form, and he can almost tune out the rest of the noisy world around him. Passing traffic isn't as loud in his head, and he can stop thinking about the sun baring down on him so much.
As far as afternoons go, then, it's...not bad. It's acceptable, even. As acceptable as still being displaced and without real purpose can be. But hey, if he's got his attention on knitting a tea cozy his attention isn't on his constant anxieties!
WHERE: MF
WHEN: an afternoon
WHAT: a token of nonhuman friendship
WARNINGS: n
Martin sits on a concrete ledge encasing some of the landscaping around the Endeavor Center, his bag of soccer clothes in his lap. While he waits for Rex, he picks at a piece of knitwork Andy passed off to him after her own frustrations with it left it barely finished. This sort of thing doesn't bother him much -- it fills his wait with a task he can focus in on and lose himself in, the repeating patterns satisfying to see take form, and he can almost tune out the rest of the noisy world around him. Passing traffic isn't as loud in his head, and he can stop thinking about the sun baring down on him so much.
As far as afternoons go, then, it's...not bad. It's acceptable, even. As acceptable as still being displaced and without real purpose can be. But hey, if he's got his attention on knitting a tea cozy his attention isn't on his constant anxieties!

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Well, he's a non-human, apparently, and he quite likes the weird little guy. As much as he's a little sad most of the non-humans are organic, it's still a bond they have over the rest of the population of the planet.
"Hey," he says, sitting on the ledge next to Martin. "What're you doin'?"
He assumes Martin remembers him. He's starting to learn this human form is hard to miss.
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Martin startles a little, the time between a towering shadow wandering in and then plopping down beside him and then talking at him all too brief for a better reaction. He does remember, but only once he's had a chance to inch away and peer up past his sunglasses to see the streak of blue on his head.
It's just the name that escapes him; it was said only once, in passing, and shopping had been more in the forefront then. All he remembers is this guy isn't actually the human he seems to be, and he likes to give people pieces of paper with his name on it.
"Hel-hello," he utters. His hands, which curled up instinctively toward himself, slowly settle back on his lap. "Um, I'm just. Just waiting. And working on this..."
He curls ends of fabric against his fingers to hold up the little pattern he's been working on.
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"It looks nice," he says. "I'll have to be honest, though, I've no idea what it is."
He pulls his legs up to sit cross-legged.
"Waiting for what?"
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He blinks, watching Riptide get comfortable. So...he's just going to sit there? Maybe he doesn't have much to do, so he's fine with wasting his time around him. Who knows. He's strange.
"Um, Rex," he replies. "We walk back to the house when he's done with his job." He tilts his head to look sidelong at Riptide. "How come you're out here?"
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"I don't really have much to do today. Goin' out with some natives, but that's not for a few hours."
He also knows enough about organics to realise he shouldn't talk about drugs and alcohol with a young one.
"Well, that's fair. I guess they're the humans you're living with?"
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It's for the best; he's not one to take initiative on much of anything himself.
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"Don't you... do stuff yourself?"
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Martin exchanges the look and head-tilt, confused for a beat.
"Oh-- um. I, I guess? I mean...I practice letters..." As Archie encouraged. "And, uh, help with getting food..." As Anderson suggested. "And--and keep training?" With Rex's encouragement.
He frowns.
"I kind of figured that was enough..."
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He falls silent for a moment, looking down at the road, watching a few cars drive by.
"I know it's rough when you have to try and work out what to do in a culture that's not your own," he says, eventually. "Hell, I have enough trouble working out what I want to do among my own people, let alone in a place like this."
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That's a bit vague-- his nose wrinkles.
"I mean, for them to tell me to do. Now I'm just trying to figure out what I want to do myself."
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"Me, too," he mumbles, clicking his needles together. "A-about what to do, I mean..."
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That's what Riptide's struggling with the most, even if a lot here is similar. It's the peacetime that feels shaky and Getaway's betrayal.
"He is a human, but I know someone else in a similar situation. Try as they might, people here just don't get being made for a single purpose the way he does."
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He's quiet for a beat longer, a little nervous to offer input, but ultimately gives in.
"I'm...I keep telling people that I'm made for a reason, and it's...it's not to be a human. I just...look like one so I don't scare anyone. That's-- that's how Darkovs are." He grimaces. "But...there were only people there. Back home. Not--not other things, besides monsters."
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He grimaces, looking down at his lap, picking at his fingernails.
"I don't know. I heard that...long ago, it was just...people were trying to forge weapons strong enough to stop the monsters. And it didn't work until they started looking...like this."
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That does remind him, though--
"When we were made to fight in the war, we had to be made to suit a certain purpose. I function well underwater because I was made in response to a flood."
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Martin glances back up, trying to picture this person dealing with all that. And more -- under the water, where all kinds of unimaginable things may be. He frowns.
"...Isn't it scary?"
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Nothing under the water, at least.
"It's really quiet under this planet's water, anyway. Nothing's tried to kill me yet."
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"There's no people down there, is there," he wonders. "People still stay on land..." He gives him a side-eye, an unspoken right? implied.
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He rubs his chin, thinking of it. He's only seen human divers a few times and both times he scared the living shit out of them.
"People like to stay on the land instead of being in the sea or up in the sky. I'm made for the sea, but I actually spent most of my life in space."
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"Huh-?" He blinks, drawn back to attention. "Sorry. In--in what space?"
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"Uh... the space," he says, pointing upwards. "Like... up there. But in a different galaxy."
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"...Just. Just in the sky? Flying all the time?"
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...He should probably... realise Martin doesn't...
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