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Honey, just put your sweet lips on my lips

WHO: D33 + Kaneki Ken
WHERE: Kaneki's crib
WHEN: Sometime in early October because we couldn't wait
WHAT: D33 and Kaneki get a little gay with each other (or a lot gay)
WARNINGS: Update: slightly more than "mild" sexual content. Read at your own risk.

[It had all happened rather quickly. One exceptionally good (albeit drunken) night's sleep, and D33 had more or less been hooked. Another trial or two later and it had pretty much been proven - Kaneki Ken was the sleep aid he'd been looking for. As it turns out, when booze and lullabies don't work, all one really needs to do is sleep (literally sleep) with their boss. Despite the short period of backlash following an article in the Majority Report, D33 had found himself taking to Kaneki's bed more and more over the past month or so. It was innocent, really - just a sure-fired way to get to sleep.

[At least, that's how it had started.

[D33 now finds that the more time he spends with Kaneki, the easier it becomes to spend time with Kaneki. Coming from someone who has the social skills of an angry mongoose, being able to spend any amount of time with anyone is sort of a big deal. Given that, paired with the fact that D33 essentially spends every minute of every day either working with Kaneki at the Café or hanging out at his house (he even keeps clothes there - when was the last time he'd even been back to his house in Heropa?), it certainly make sense that people are ~~beginning~~ continuing to suspect that he and the ghoul are something just a little more than friendly.

[Perhaps the strangest thing of all is just how little D33 seems to mind that assumption - sue him for actually having a good time for once, right? But things with Kaneki just come so easily. They talk, they read, they work, they go to bed. It's simple and yet engaging enough to keep D33's interest and, really, the fact of the matter is, D33 simply wasn't made to be alone - aside from the first couple of months that he'd spent in this world, he never really had been.

[Of course, D33 certainly isn't the type to admit to any level of affection either, so, suffice to say, he really just tries not to think about it one way or another.

[That's what he's doing right now, in fact - not thinking about it, sliding into bed beside the ghoul as some movie they've selected comes to life on the TV screen sitting across from them. He continues not thinking about it as one arm wraps around Kaneki's middle while the other takes to propping up D33's head so he can watch over the other man's shoulder.]

It's of the horror genre, you've said?

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[ Kaneki never questioned D33's need to sleep around him (with him, actually), even from the beginning. It started when the other was desperate for a good night of sleep and asked for some company and to talk for a bit, and it escalated to eventually becoming a regular thing. D33 needs to sleep and he can only sleep when he is around another person, possibly related to those nightmares kaneki has seen him having before; he hasn't brought it up again because he worries that D33 might decide not to come by anymore (and thus, not sleep again).

D33 is welcomed too and he became a very familiar presence around Kaneki, too. Kaneki is alone in his house and the man keeps him company, enjoys talking about books, watching movies (even if they aren't exactly Kaneki's hobby, but he doesn't mind) and it's not so bad to have someone to talk to.

He doesn't think about it either, but that's because Kaneki never thinks about anything more. He has said it before, Kaneki doesn't think he will have something more and more intimate, regardless of how his (and now D33's) fans are expecting the two to be a couple eventually. He also doesn't think D33 would ever see him like that, because Kaneki is a ghoul, messed up and clearly not anyone's choice. Which is something Kaneki doesn't mind and probably makes him a bit oblivious as to how close he and D33 truly are becoming.

Kaneki is painfully dense, honestly.

As D33 places his arm around him, Kaneki settles back in the bed while he presses the Play button on the controller to start the movie. With the other hand, and careful not to bug D33 too much, Kaneki takes off his eyepatch and places it by the nightstand. ]

A bit yes, but it's more like a thriller. It doesn't rely on horrific imagery. [ even the movies he watches, Kaneki prefers physiological horror and it remains one of his favorite genres. ]

[D33 himself finds the psychological horror genre to be fascinating if nothing else. He had lived through his own brand of it, but the movies that Kaneki typically seems to enjoy don't necessarily disturb him any more than they're intended to (they certainly aren't the reason for his nightmares, but D33 isn't going to think about those either).

[He takes a glance at Kaneki's eye once the eyepatch is removed - he's always interested in catching a glimpse of it if he can (without being too obvious, of course). He finds it interesting that Kaneki is comfortable enough with him to remove it in the first place - though, oddly enough, that isn't the only thing that Kaneki had revealed to him during their time together. After having essentially become roommates, D33 had gotten his fair share of glimpses at Kaneki's body as well - tattered and scarred, even more severely than his own. Muscular, though, and attractive if one might simply look past the damaged skin.

[D33, of course, sees no problem in acknowledging this - Kaneki's isn't the first body that he had admired (though it is, perhaps, the first that he has admired so closely in this world). His arms rests upon that body now, though his eyes eventually find their way back to the screen.

[He's really not thinking about it - not at all. Just re-settling where he lies is all - it's pure coincidence that doing so happens to bring Kaneki back more closely against D33's chest.]

It is my opinion that what's left to the imagination tends to bring about such imagery on its own - perhaps even more horrific than if the screen were to show the image itself.

What do you think?

[ Kaneki hums softly ] I don't think I'm too shocked or care for horror and gore as much. It's not something that alters me in any way. [ movies like Saw or even Ōdishon were never something that bothered him as much. He doesn't have much to say about the violence and blood depicted on them, and doesn't care much to think about the imagery other movies could bring about either. ]

What it really intrigues me are the way the characters work in regards to it. Not the usual screaming and running, but how their minds are affected and how their lives are marked by the events that unfold. [ put a character undress huge stress and see what the author comes up with in regards to their personality and psyche. That's what Kaneki prefers, really ] Movies not always can achieve that, but there are some I do appreciate quite a lot. [ like the movie Tsumetai nettaigyo, that one comes to his mind ]

I don't think many people delve too deep into that sort of thing, though. As long it's enjoyable, I suppose.

[There's something about the way that Kaneki talks when he's discussing something that he's interested in, be it books or psychological thrillers. It's not just that his insight is valuable or that his opinions are well-founded or intelligent. It's Kaneki's interest itself that's so interesting-- or is endearing the right word? Endearing, maybe (~~because D33 is too pretentious to just use the word "cute" like everybody else~~).

[D33 always listens intently, of course, but as Kaneki is speaking this time, he finds his mind - or, more aptly, his hands - wandering to other places. He's not thinking about it (still not thinking about it). Just letting his fingers brush lightly up and down over Kaneki's stomach as he replies, casually:]

I suppose it is rather fascinating if nothing else.

[Perhaps not quite his taste; D33's mind is dark enough already - it doesn't really need the extra help. But he likes that Kaneki likes it and he likes that it's a movie (he is really digging this movie business), and, as he said, it is, of course, fascinating if nothing else.]

You do seem to know what you're talking about, Kaneki. [Really, this little ghoul friend of his is quite intelligent - and nothing is more appealing to D33 than intelligence.] I quite enjoy hearing your thoughts on such matters, I must admit.

[ Kaneki doesn't even notice the closeness or how the hand wanders; he is too involved in his explanation and immersed in books and movies and thrillers and psychological (clearly one of his favorite themes) that he just talks away without realizing D33 is touching him ]

Ah- it is one of my favorite genres. Not everyone can make it work, sadly. [ well, he has many thoughts and in fact, he will continue to share them if D33 is interested in listening to them ] In my world, there was an author by the name of Takatsuki Sen. Her style was incredibly unique [ "was". because Sen-sensei - no, Eto, is now dead ] - her extremely brutal descriptions of the gore and violence entwined with a delicate portrayal of the character's mental state.

It's a shame her books don't exist here. [ he will nerd at you nonstop if you aren't careful, D33 ]

I see.

[He almost sounds a little amused as he says this - for as kind as Kaneki truly seems to be as a person, he certainly does have some dark-seated interests. As far as D33 can tell, though, it is unlike anything he'd ever seen in R01 or some of the other Organization members - those men had relished in the blood of other men. Though D33 has no doubts that Kaneki has seen his fair share of such things, he certainly doesn't seem the type to enjoy seeing others suffer.

[He just likes to read books and watch movies about it, apparently.]

Perhaps you might tell me more about them, then.

[He murmurs this a bit absently - not that he isn't interested in what Kaneki has to say (he is, always), but while Kaneki might not have noticed D33's hand running along the muscles of his stomach, D33 had found the contact quite impossible to ignore. Needless to say, he is feeling a bit distracted-- That is to say, well, he has his mind on other things all of a sudden...

[It has been a while, hasn't it? Since he's had muscles like this beneath his fingers. Without quite thinking about it (we're not doing that, remember?), he lets his hand run flat over the other's stomach, pressing in a bit more deeply now as he goes, almost massaging. He'll let this go on for as long as Kaneki will allow it - if the ghoul makes no moves to stop D33, he might eventually feel the man's hand working up under his shirt as well. He may as well be on cruise control at this point.

[It has been a long time - sue him for doing what feels good in the moment.]

[ it's ironic at best. Kaneki who hates violence seems to love books with it, though his focus was never on the violence itself but the reasons of the characters for it. Perhaps that's why he enjoys it so much - because he looks to justify violent actions. Like his own.

Still, that's something he doesn't talk about, and he deals with it with his own copy-mechanisms (not good ones, certainly, but he tries).

The welcoming words for kaneki to continue to talk about Takatsuki's books almost bring a smile to his lips, but that stops because as much Kaneki is oblivious to touching and to advances from others, he has felt the hand and realized what it's doing right now. He jerks lightly, his eyes go wide, and he looks back at D33, and words failing to come out (what would he even say, anyway?).

What does he even do?

The movie and the books and the conversation is forgotten and Kaneki's full focus is on that hand that is going under his- Kaneki's hand moves to reach for D33's wrist to stop the hand from going under his clothes any further. Despite the silent request, it's but a touch without any strength behind it, and Kaneki STILL isn't saying anything other than: ] Not under- [ his clothes, he means. He is embarrassed of everything, but his skin (specifically his scar) is really weird, so it's better if D33 doesn't touch there ]

[D33 freezes for a moment as his hand is grabbed-- Well, more like touched, really. And though D33 is ready right at that very moment to cease all activity, Kaneki isn't exactly withdrawing consent, just setting boundaries.

[Boundaries. D33 can do boundaries. So, he removes his hand from under Kaneki's shirt and simply lets it continue to feel its way over the man's stomach above his clothing. Of course, if this ends up going where D33 wants it to, some clothing will naturally have to be removed, but. He doesn't think about that for now. Instead, he shifts where he's lying and grips Kaneki's side with his hand, gently trying to shift the other to face him chest-to-chest. He runs his hand, then, slowly up and down Kaneki's side, over his rib cage and around to the front of his chest, testing the waters to see how far Kaneki will let this go before he tells D33 to stop for good.]

Not under. [He affirms this quietly, barely more than a murmur, then uses his other hand to take one of Kaneki's and guide it very gently toward his own stomach.] But you may.

[ The chest and arms will mostly remain covered, regardless of how far this will go. If there is one thing kaneki would probably not recover from would be to hear from someone who is trying to touch him that his body is disgusting (it is, he realizes that, but Kaneki doesn't wish to hear it in a situation like this).

Kaneki is called to change his position a bit, so he sifts in his place and slowly turns to D33. By now, his face is completely red, and one thing Kaneki is certain about all of this: he has no idea what he is doing. Which is not very comforting, but at least he knows something, right? The hand touches him and a nervous sound almost escapes, which is quickly replaced with a sigh, but when D33 moves his hand, there is a clear gasp.

He quickly looks back at the man, as if making sure it really is okay to touch, even if D33 had been the one to tell him (and show him) it was. But of course Kaneki kept in his mind that D33 wasn't comfortable with being touched, so the ghoul needs to make sure first: fingers gingerly feel his stomach, and eventually he presses his hand against the area.

What should he do? Just caress him? Move it up towards D33's chest? Feel his abs? What? What?

If it wasn't easy to tell already, Kaneki is a bit lost. But he is known for being a quick learner, so he will try moving his hand under D33's shirt (as it was suggested at first) and copy what the other was doing, which was to move his hand along the side of D33's stomach. That's when he remembers he isn't wearing gloves and his hands probably feel weird ]

S-sorry, my hands are a bit- [ leathery? That's how someone described them before ] - not normal. [ yeah, words, Kaneki can use them. ]

I hadn't noticed.

[He had, of course, but it's clear that Kaneki is nervous and D33 doesn't want to give him any more reason to be (lest doing so should cause him to break their contact). Kaneki's hesitation also leads D33 to question whether or not the ghoul has done anything like this before - certainly not with any frequency, D33 thinks. But he has, and he knows what comes next (he's also working off of three months of pent-up sexual frustration, so he might be just the littlest bit impatient-- Maybe eager is a better word?).

[He shifts again, only to bring their bodies closer, chest touching chest while Kaneki's hands wander under D33's shirt. He keeps his above the clothes as promised, but that doesn't stop him from groping with just a little more force than Kaneki is giving. Then, merely following the steps that he had always known given such closeness, D33 presses he and Kaneki's lips together in a soft kiss.

[It doesn't occur to him, however, that Kaneki might not know how to kiss back.]

[ he hasn't done anything like this and Kaneki isn't even sure what "this" is because he is still catching up. Touching is involved, being close is involved, and slowly he realizes what it all means (he is an adult, and he knows how bees and flowers work), but it's a bit hard to believe D33 ever considered him as a potential partner of sorts. The idea never crossed Kaneki's mind and he never thought this situation could happen, so he is certainly overwhelmed and still in disbelief in a way.

Said disbelief would vanish the second D33 leans in to kiss him. Of course the groping doesn't go unnoticed and of course Kaneki imitates what he can and tries to reply with the same enthusiasm (everything is very new and it'd be a lie if Kaneki said he is absolutely uninterested in sex. He is interested, he just never thought he'd ever do it and didn't consider it an option in his life, but it IS happening right now and that nervousness hides some excitement too), but the kiss is very surprising.

But Kaneki has seen kisses before, has read kisses in books, in theory he knows how to kiss. Except that's not how it works when you are Kaneki and nervous and very new at this as well. He gasps a little and presses his lips back against D33's but that's about it - should he part his lips? Should he push his tongue in? What about the drool? What about the taste? Those are questions suddenly flooding Kaneki's mind ]

[Again, it doesn't really occur to D33 that Kaneki might not know how to kiss someone - after all, even D33 knows how to kiss someone. Even underground where such things were all but forbidden, children still gossiped about them to each other and practiced in the privacy of their dormitories.

[But, given the ghoul's reaction to D33's attempt at a kiss, it becomes clear quite quickly that he really doesn't know what he's doing. D33 pulls away for a moment - only an inch or two - and there's just that smallest hint of a smile back on his lips. He's not laughing, but the look in his eyes is certainly amused. And Kaneki Ken certainly is endearing.

[A first kiss, then? D33 can recall his own - can recall that of one other's, as well. Two excited children, whispering to each other in the dark. "It's called a kiss," he'd said. "It's very strange."

["Let me show you."]

Let me show you - part your lips just a bit.

[His voice is surprisingly gentle as he speaks, even with the hint of a chuckle in it, and he leans forward again, wrapping both of his lips around Kaneki's bottom lip and giving it a slower, more guiding sort of kiss, waiting for Kaneki to respond with his own before continuing.]

[ As D33 takes the lead, kaneki feels more than just embarrassment from the situation, but also embarrassment for not even being able to do something that is apparently pretty intuitive (kissing). He knows he can't keep up with D33 and that's something he regrets a bit right now, if only because he wishes he was less awkward.

But he's a fast learner, that's what everyone says, even though they weren't talking about something like this (for sure). But Kaneki kisses back, daring to taste D33 and realizing kissing will not just be about feeling good - it tastes really good too. It tastes amazing.

Kaneki feels much shame in that.

D33 knows what kaneki is and what he eats, he knows what he does with that mouth of his, so it's pretty amazing (in a way) that the man is willing to risk it and willing to have his mouth kissed by someone like Kaneki. The ghoul sighs, gains some courage, and leans forward for more, this kiss less awkward than the first and less uncertain of everything. Instead, it captures D33's lower lip and mimics what D33 had done before-

hands don't stop either. kaneki feels through D33's skin, caresses his side and dares to go further - behind, to touch his back and to find the lower area where kaneki rests his hand. The other is on the move as well, moving to D33's chest - though it's less bolt and much quieter about it. ]

[Truth be told, for as intelligent as D33 can be, he hasn't really stopped to consider the fact that, in a way, someone like him could technically be on Kaneki's menu - that is to say, for someone who claims not to trust anyone, he certainly must trust Kaneki, because he doesn't even stop to think about how he might taste to the other. He's too focused on what Kaneki tastes like to him - that familiar, salty, wet taste that he's been left wanting for for months now. He closes in on it, letting his tongue slip just barely past his companion's lips, then a bit deeper inside of his mouth, testing the waters.

[His hands are plenty eager as well, silently cursing the "not under" rule that's already been established. As Kaneki will find under D33's clothes, he's no stranger to scars - his back is a minefield of torn and raised skin. But he doesn't seem to mind, hips even grinding forward just the smallest bit when Kaneki makes contact with his lower back.]

[ it's a good thing Kaneki has great control over his ghoul characteristics, or his eye would react in response to the taste. At least D33 won't have to worry about that for now but Kaneki has to wonder if he will lose his control in the midst of pleasure if they continue this.

Food for thought (aha!). kaneki is not going to think about it because it's better not to worry - he already has so much to worry about anyway.

The tongue makes way inside Kaneki's mouth and he feels that taste everywhere. It's so overwhelming, like it usually is, but there is something different about this that makes it very different from kaneki's... well, food. It's different from how it usually feels, how it usually tastes, and this difference probably lies in the fact that kaneki isn't thinking about food in the least. it's still so good, though. He is quick to push back his tongue as he gets intoxicated by it, to meet D33's tongue and taste him further, wanting more of that feeling and that pleasurable flavor - and that's how Kaneki learns to french kiss on his own.

Sort of. It's probably nothing amazing since he has no experience (and probably there is too much tongue and too much drool and too much hunger), but Kaneki seems to be very enthusiastic about it and D33 will certainly tell.

A shy sound (a moan, it was a moan) escapes ken, and when D33 moves in response to the ghoul's touches, he is ready to touch further, hoping the other man will enjoy it and hoping to get him to react more ]

[Welp. Consider the waters: tested. Kaneki responds with so much enthusiasm that it's a little shocking to D33, but he mirrors it instantly, thrusting his tongue more deeply into Kaneki's mouth - he doesn't particularly mind the drool and he certainly doesn't mind the hunger. It's almost enough to bring about a sound from D33 as well, but he manages to hold it back for the moment. His hands, however, have taken on a life of their own, eagerly groping and grabbing at every inch of Kaneki that they can find, even daring to water just below the belt.

[Hey. He's still staying above the clothes, isn't he? He has to admit though, he is a bit eager to find out just how "excited" Kaneki really is getting - he can feel that own jeans are getting awfully tight as the two bodies grind against each other in bed.

[So he lets his hand slip just a little further - more water testing, but he's quite curious to know.]

[ it helps that kaneki IS kind of distracted and not thinking too hard about this (ahaha hard). Drowning in a kiss seems much easier than thinking about what this means, why is it happening, what it entails, how far will they go, how does this fit in the mess that is kaneki's life - so many endless questions that kaneki can't focus on because it'd lead no where.

That hand doesn't go unnoticed and brings out more than just a small shy sound. This time Kaneki gasps surprised and an audible moan is heard through the room, enough that Kaneki's eyes snap open too and he realizes the sound he just let out. With his eyes wide, kaneki suddenly releases D33 to cover his own mouth, ashamed of the sound he let go like that.

That was very shameful ]

[If Kaneki's sound was shameful, than D33's is just as much so - more subdued,
certainly, quieter and overall a bit more dignified, but the fact that Kaneki is able to bring about a sound from D33 at all is rather impressive. He likes what he's hearing, and he's intent on hearing more.

[So, rather than let the ghoul off easy, D33 continues where he'd left off, running his hands between Kaneki's legs and letting his mouth, now freed from Kaneki's lips, latch onto his neck instead, eagerly kissing and sucking on the skin he finds there.

[He wants to hear that moan again - as many as he can get, in fact - and he'll keep searching for them until Kaneki tells him to stop.]

[ more moans will definitively come with those touches and kisses. kaneki tries to stop them from escaping, but even with his hands covering his mouth, he can't. As D33 leans to kiss Kaneki's neck, one of his hands reaches for D33's cheek and eventually for his hair, fingers digging through the soft locks.

as the hand continues to touch him, of course Kaneki's body reacts more and more, to the point it's uncomfortable under his clothes. kaneki's hps move, ending up moving against the hand further, and his body presses more against D33's with a delighted sigh ]

Dee... [ not his full name. Sorry about that. ]

[ Kaneki manages to whisper the other's name and eventually moves his free hand to meet D33's, the one touching him more intimately, but he tries to touch the man instead, mimicking what he has been doing ]

[Oddly enough, D33, for once, doesn't appear to mind the name - he does, however, most certainly notice it, his eager nips and kisses taking on a newfound aggression while a smirk curls on his lips.

[This is the most fun he's had in months-- years, maybe? Possibly forever.

[He'll take his time enjoying the process, bringing out every moan, gasp, and "Dee" that he possibly can until the two of them have found themselves parted again, curled in a sweaty, panting heap on Kaneki's bed.]

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Honey, just put your sweet lips on my lips

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sad trombone sounds @ kaneki's kiss

don't be mean!! My boy is just too pure!

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