If it's not okay, that means I've got a lot of reevaluating to do about who I am and what I stand for.

[He scoffs a little dryly.]

But maybe you're right. I've been overthinking it too much.

[He just wishes he could shrug it off, but after everything he's been through back at home, seeing how many people died, fighting off suspicion, wanting to prove himself capable of catching Kira... its easier said than done.]

Sorry. I don't mean to be a downer. I'll get over it soon, I'm sure.