[but you know the gagging is flattering, right? they can gratify each other, maybe murphy appreciating the tears seeping in at the corners of kavinsky's hollow eyes, while said creepy drug addict stare gets squinty with sexy malevolence, looking down. kavinsky sucks in a deep breath, his taut belly caving in the way he used to be, before dr. chilton's school for lost boys put ten pounds on him and set him straight. 'straight.' '''straight.''' gaps peering out between his ribs.
the next word of approval doesn't have proper consonants in it, a vowel half-melted into the surrounding framework of the alphabet, dewy and sticky and sweet, every bit as wet as murphy's tongue has become. it sounds kind of like ohhh. his prick weighs heavier in the pull of murphy's throat, bucking against the hollow cup of his mouth. some restraint, despite being nearly foreign to the concept of kavinsky, manages to stop him from rocking up and trying to jam it all the way down into murphy's lungs.
but he frets the hem of murphy's shirt collar with his fingers, and starts to leak. it's not the halting discomfort it'll be in a few weeks or months, when the damage done by healing becomes clear. it'll be quick enough for murphy's reflexes to catch, hot and trembling.]
lays on face i am sorry i am slow but i love uuuu
the next word of approval doesn't have proper consonants in it, a vowel half-melted into the surrounding framework of the alphabet, dewy and sticky and sweet, every bit as wet as murphy's tongue has become. it sounds kind of like ohhh. his prick weighs heavier in the pull of murphy's throat, bucking against the hollow cup of his mouth. some restraint, despite being nearly foreign to the concept of kavinsky, manages to stop him from rocking up and trying to jam it all the way down into murphy's lungs.
but he frets the hem of murphy's shirt collar with his fingers, and starts to leak. it's not the halting discomfort it'll be in a few weeks or months, when the damage done by healing becomes clear. it'll be quick enough for murphy's reflexes to catch, hot and trembling.]