"We're also not going to be here forever." Adam points out, playing his hands gently through Ronan's hair. "It's okay. You're not into it. It was mostly the sneaking off somewhere quiet that I wanted."

The blow job would just be a fun bonus, but not if Ronan would spend the whole time worrying.

Adam appreciates the concern for his ambition, but his practicality doesn't allow much for his ambition here. It's no use working hard for something if he can't keep it and won't remember it.