[ Kidou's presence seems to soothe her, at least somewhat. It's a little like she can breath again. There's someone here, that's enough. ]
I...could have.
[ Hinami could have done so much better by her mother. Done something other than run away. ]
I was too weak to help her. She told me to run and I did-- I could have done so much better.
[ Of course her mother had told her to run, Hinami knows. Of course she had, because Ryoko Fueguchi would not hesitate to lay down her life for her child's. What mother would? And yet the feeling is still there, that she should have stayed and done...something. Anything but flee.
But it...helps, oddly enough. Helps to know that maybe that's what this is. She wants to cling to it, to the hope that it's not her angry mother come back for revenge, somehow. Even if that'd be so unlike her, there'd been so many nightmares like that after Ryoko Fueguchi had died. ]
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I...could have.
[ Hinami could have done so much better by her mother. Done something other than run away. ]
I was too weak to help her. She told me to run and I did-- I could have done so much better.
[ Of course her mother had told her to run, Hinami knows. Of course she had, because Ryoko Fueguchi would not hesitate to lay down her life for her child's. What mother would? And yet the feeling is still there, that she should have stayed and done...something. Anything but flee.
But it...helps, oddly enough. Helps to know that maybe that's what this is. She wants to cling to it, to the hope that it's not her angry mother come back for revenge, somehow. Even if that'd be so unlike her, there'd been so many nightmares like that after Ryoko Fueguchi had died. ]