"It is what it is." John intones sadly, although Erik's commiseration manages to coax a weak smile out him. It sounds cavalier, but it's the best he can manage right now. Although months have passed since Mary died to save his best friend, the wound from losing her is still raw and might never heal. Not judging by the wedding band he's still wearing.

Darling, you still feel guilty for cheating on me. John's gaze flickers to the mirage of his wife. He really can't argue with that and suddenly, the string of clients in his flat the other morning make sense. Clever boy! Now you're getting it.

"Yeah. I could be wrong, but I think it has something to do with feeling guilty. Maybe someone's powers have gone haywire and we're just filling in the blanks for them."