It's....not something that's easy to discuss. But okay. [He trusts Doc. And it might actually help to spill this to someone aside from Mikleo. Someone not so personally involved. He's heard that can be the case, sometimes.
He's still quiet though, as he gestures for them to move off to the side somewhere less crowded, before talking. Trying to find the words even under the watchful, seemingly judging eyes of the mirage.]
Gramps was...the one who raised me and Mikleo, an old lightning seraph. Our enemy was using him against us. The only way to stop him doing that, using Gramps' lightning against uswas to....to kill Gramps.
[Even if it's been months now, since Sorey arrived, even after talking it over with Mikleo, it still hurts. He still feels guilt over it, killing Zenrus to save and free him. To save themselves from Heldalf abusing Zenrus' power against them.]
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He's still quiet though, as he gestures for them to move off to the side somewhere less crowded, before talking. Trying to find the words even under the watchful, seemingly judging eyes of the mirage.]
Gramps was...the one who raised me and Mikleo, an old lightning seraph. Our enemy was using him against us. The only way to stop him doing that, using Gramps' lightning against uswas to....to kill Gramps.
[Even if it's been months now, since Sorey arrived, even after talking it over with Mikleo, it still hurts. He still feels guilt over it, killing Zenrus to save and free him. To save themselves from Heldalf abusing Zenrus' power against them.]