[ Details of their intimacy, he doesn't know. How much time they spend together, what they do when alone. Watching only goes so far; he only knows what he's seen in unguarded public moments, what he's gleaned from the way they talk to one another. He can't let himself get pinned down too much on the specifics. And how the sudden appearance of the Empress Kareen has affected things...Who knows? So instead he grins dopily over at Gregor, answers with a broadly sappy sentiment: ]
Not that we could ever possibly get enough time together.
[ He puts the car in reverse, pulling out of the parking spot and into the road. He fights the jittery urge to fidget with everything - to fiddle with the controls for the headlights, turn the radio on and scan through channels, to pick at the little blemishes on his face until he peels the whole of his skin away and becomes a mess of raw muscle and bone and can't ever be used like this again. Why couldn't his face have been ruined? When he was young. Why couldn't it have grown wrong, why couldn't it have been burned away with fire? They'd have terminated him, dumped him as biohazardous waste, but at least it would have saved him so much. It would have saved him so much...
Stay focused. ]
I think I've found a place. Somewhere for us to move to.
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Not that we could ever possibly get enough time together.
[ He puts the car in reverse, pulling out of the parking spot and into the road. He fights the jittery urge to fidget with everything - to fiddle with the controls for the headlights, turn the radio on and scan through channels, to pick at the little blemishes on his face until he peels the whole of his skin away and becomes a mess of raw muscle and bone and can't ever be used like this again. Why couldn't his face have been ruined? When he was young. Why couldn't it have grown wrong, why couldn't it have been burned away with fire? They'd have terminated him, dumped him as biohazardous waste, but at least it would have saved him so much. It would have saved him so much...
Stay focused. ]
I think I've found a place. Somewhere for us to move to.