But it doesn't. There's no point in thinking about it unless I want to fucking upset myself.
[which is why she does, often. even though Hazel is so convinced that none of her actions matter, she keeps trying over and over and over as if smashing her head against that wall will someday break it. like she could really do the impossible when it mattered the most.]
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[which is why she does, often. even though Hazel is so convinced that none of her actions matter, she keeps trying over and over and over as if smashing her head against that wall will someday break it. like she could really do the impossible when it mattered the most.]