[Tetsuo's head raises at the words, whole body tensing up until he's shaking from the strain. He's never heard Kaneda apologize. Not sincerely. Not when it mattered. Not... not aloud.
Not to him.
His throat clenches tightly, leaving his voice little more than a pained whisper. Don't do this, Tetsuo, don't start crying all over again...]
Then WHY?!
[It doesn't add up. All Kaneda's ever done here was trying to destroy or cut out anything Tetsuo did or found for himself, saying he knew about the headaches while never showing the slightest concern... he heard about them, and what did he do? He saw Ken try to kill him, and what did he do? Blamed Tetsuo for talking about shit he never would, and here he was telling secrets to outsiders.
Something like this all happened before; that's the worst part. The least Kaneda could do was toss him out again and finish the cycle. Kill him. Blame him. Something that would at least let it all fucking end.]
no subject
Not to him.
His throat clenches tightly, leaving his voice little more than a pained whisper. Don't do this, Tetsuo, don't start crying all over again...]
Then WHY?!
[It doesn't add up. All Kaneda's ever done here was trying to destroy or cut out anything Tetsuo did or found for himself, saying he knew about the headaches while never showing the slightest concern... he heard about them, and what did he do? He saw Ken try to kill him, and what did he do? Blamed Tetsuo for talking about shit he never would, and here he was telling secrets to outsiders.
Something like this all happened before; that's the worst part. The least Kaneda could do was toss him out again and finish the cycle. Kill him. Blame him. Something that would at least let it all fucking end.]