No, you didn't! When I got here, you wouldn't even talk to me. Like I didn't exist to you.

[Now that the words are there, they don't stop. He tries to make himself pull away, back tensing against Kaneda's arms and shoulders hitching tense enough to ache. What's the worst Kaneda can do to him that hasn't been done already - or that he hadn't already done? Confirm what he already knows? Then at least he'd know! Kill him? Pan already did...]

You didn't care what happened to me once I could do stuff! That was all I ever was to you, wasn't it? Something to make YOU look good...