The world's never done you any favors, so why should it start now? Why would somebody, anybody, give a shit about someone like you? It's easier to accept being alone and unwanted because how it's always been.
Kaneda sure as hell doesn't get it, and why would he? He's well-liked, strong and capable. After a while it just feels like he's placating you, and that's bullshit. You should be able to do things on your own without him breathing down your neck, right? Screw him.
And Bull's just a big idiot who ruined your fun, drug you back to the place you don't want to be. If he really cared, he would have just left you alone. Every time someone butts in and tries to help, they may as well be saying "we know you can't help yourself, so we're gonna do it for you".
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The world's never done you any favors, so why should it start now? Why would somebody, anybody, give a shit about someone like you? It's easier to accept being alone and unwanted because how it's always been.
Kaneda sure as hell doesn't get it, and why would he? He's well-liked, strong and capable. After a while it just feels like he's placating you, and that's bullshit. You should be able to do things on your own without him breathing down your neck, right? Screw him.
And Bull's just a big idiot who ruined your fun, drug you back to the place you don't want to be. If he really cared, he would have just left you alone. Every time someone butts in and tries to help, they may as well be saying "we know you can't help yourself, so we're gonna do it for you".
Tell me if I'm off track here.