[God, it's hard. It's so hard. She sobs quietly as the memories try to surge over her and drag her under and she's not alone...it's not dark and quiet and there's someone here alive and whole and she covers her face with one shaking hand.
Kaneda doesn't deserve to watch her break down like this. What the hell is her deal? She's supposed to be stronger than this, better than this, she's supposed to-
this is all your fault, isn't it? No one is coming for you
She grits her teeth and cusses low, under her breath. She can't breathe.]
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Kaneda doesn't deserve to watch her break down like this. What the hell is her deal? She's supposed to be stronger than this, better than this, she's supposed to-
this is all your fault, isn't it? No one is coming for you
She grits her teeth and cusses low, under her breath. She can't breathe.]