[ It's still entirely unnerving to watch Crane move, as if he's been put under some sort of investigative watch. Being picked apart silently while Crane hmm's and gestures with his fingertips. Swallowing thickly, his shoulders curling inward, Peter almost feels like he's gotten himself into trouble. Especially with the mention of murder, Peter sinking just slightly as if someone's begin pressing down on the top of his head. ]

Considering I've saved his life, murder's out of the question. So I think i'll stick with keeping my distance. Not like it matters at this point.

[ It matters because it hurts. And because distancing himself from Nathan means putting a road block in front of everyone else and eagerly removing his life from the rest of society, only to make a point that he can do it on his own. And when Peter is fueled by the emotional connection of others, it means he's broken himself in half. ]

But I don't- I'm just tired of it. I'm tired of being angry with him, and i'm tired of lying about. Expecting it to all be okay when it isn't. Forgiving him becuse I have to. He's supposed to be- [ He's supposed to be everything. ]