[ he pauses looking at her, actually a bit surprised. Not because of her words.
Mostly because, yes, his human part will always be there and he knows and he wanted him back. The "pure" him. Back home, he decided on it, didn't he? That he'd return to Anteiku, keep going from where he left, stop being like he was, stop burying and shredding apart his human self.
But it's hard to change his mindset when he spend half year like that. ]
I know.
[ Touka was so sad that he had changed. ]
I don't know what is the right path. There is a lot I still don't know. [ he looks away. He wants to keep walking ] It's different here.
[ actually, he is worried about being here because there is a lot he doesn't know and without his environment, it becomes difficult to know. ]
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Mostly because, yes, his human part will always be there and he knows and he wanted him back. The "pure" him. Back home, he decided on it, didn't he? That he'd return to Anteiku, keep going from where he left, stop being like he was, stop burying and shredding apart his human self.
But it's hard to change his mindset when he spend half year like that. ]
I know.
[ Touka was so sad that he had changed. ]
I don't know what is the right path. There is a lot I still don't know. [ he looks away. He wants to keep walking ] It's different here.
[ actually, he is worried about being here because there is a lot he doesn't know and without his environment, it becomes difficult to know. ]
... we will see how it goes.