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Ken Kaneki (金木 研) ([personal profile] enucleation) wrote in [community profile] maskormenacelogs 2015-03-05 06:42 pm (UTC)

[ A lot of what happened here fits what happened home. When he attacked Reiner he thought at first "I hate imPorts, they deserve to be hurt" but that was quickly shifted into "I am starving". The same with Hide. And with Dorian, he didn't even think about what the Hornets had implanted into his mind; there was only one thing screaming inside his head at the time: FEED.

This happened because Kaneki dangled around his hunger all the time. This happened because he couldn't bare to feed; he was weak and pathetic like that, and just putting the smallest piece of flesh inside his mouth would lead him to want to vomit and cry and feel like he was failing his mother. He may not have a way to defend himself from the mental changes the Hornet's virus had, but he certainly had a choice of not being overwhelmed by his hunger.

Annie told him that, Annie often reminded him of it. And Kaneki always chose to still step the boundaries of hunger and the madness it brought.

He doesn't say a word about that. It's not necessary. if Annie ever happens to ask him again regarding his feeding habits, he will tell her what he did just now. He is taking in account her words now. he is taking in account so much.

He smiles gently at her, instead. No word about the white hair either. ]


How have you been since then? [ he knows she caused quite a lot of trouble too, he has already done his research ]

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