Anathema means a person or thing detested or loathed. A person or thing accursed or consigned to damnation or destruction. A formal ecclesiastical curse involving excommunication. A curse of divine punishment. [ Her voice takes on the cant of recitation, when she repeats those definitions. Of course she had them memorised. ]

I know the rules are different for archangels versus humans, but I don't think your name has to define every last little thing you are. You can be that and more, if you like.

As for decisions... I'm running my own business at the moment, and making new friends. I'd like to travel, and learn more magic — I'm stronger here than I was back home. I want to learn things about the worlds everyone came from. They're so much more than I knew was out there.