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Lord of 𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖙𝖘 | 𝖌𝖆𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖑 ([personal profile] privatepurchases) wrote in [community profile] maskormenacelogs 2019-09-30 11:58 pm (UTC)

Yeah except I have to reckon with the fact that I spent several thousand years not doing that and thinking that I was and it's like...

Could I have done things differently? You may not know this but I didn't like tossing the ark around. I guess I really don't. You're gonna build a boat let it be a boat you know? Sure storms are a lot of fun to make but that's the last of a group of people except the ones she wanted.

Sodom and Gomorrah. [He draws in a breath] I mean should we have made it quick? Micheal and I took our time with some places. The really bad ones naturally. That's bad though. Like you're not supposed to have fun doing that kind of thing. I know that. That's not...angelic. Like you. But we...well. We were there.

and Sandalphon and that salt thing...I mean should I have punished him? that was transmutation. We can't do that without her say so. And now - did she say it?

Or did he want to do it?

[He puts his head in his hands. Lifting it up after a moment he looks at Aziraphale]

Here's...what I think. I figured you and your partner out. You two chose each other and choice is what she gave humans and us apparently and she...loves all of us and that's why she protected you.

[He points, smiling weakly. He's got your number principality. Lowering his hand however he stares skyward.]

Aziraphale, we swore when she put us in charge we would do her will. Now I have to ask, were we doing her will? Or ours? I interpret the word, that's my job. If I got it wrong I have led everyone I cared about into nothing and I...

[He stares at his hands.] ...I don't have an answer and I don't need one right now I don't think but gosh that felt good to share. Confession is good for the soul right?

[He honestly doesn't know.]

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