[Oh no. Oh god. Get me out of here, she thinks, and would probably commit conscious murder to just, for a moment, have Five's ability. To just not be here while he cries about a boy he loved, who's dead, Jesus Christ is she really this heartless?
Probably, because she can feel the bitterness surging in her like bile. Why does Klaus get to have someone that made him feel like this, why is Number fucking Four crying about a good man who probably loved him and was good, and decent, while she's still so fucking hung up on what Leonard - Harold - whatever - did that she can't think too hard about it? He held the man he loved while he died; she killed the man she loved, and felt nothing as she walked out of his house.
This is fucked up. She can tell that, at least. This isn't right.
So Vanya doesn't run, and she doesn't snap at him. She puts her hand back on his arm, and after an awkward moment, she tries to hug him.]
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Probably, because she can feel the bitterness surging in her like bile. Why does Klaus get to have someone that made him feel like this, why is Number fucking Four crying about a good man who probably loved him and was good, and decent, while she's still so fucking hung up on what Leonard - Harold - whatever - did that she can't think too hard about it? He held the man he loved while he died; she killed the man she loved, and felt nothing as she walked out of his house.
This is fucked up. She can tell that, at least. This isn't right.
So Vanya doesn't run, and she doesn't snap at him. She puts her hand back on his arm, and after an awkward moment, she tries to hug him.]