He never thought he'd get here but… he was starting to taper off of the sedatives.
This was his first day mostly sober in…
…he couldn't tell how long it had been. Exhibit A of how drugged out he'd been.
Exhibit B: he'd gotten so weak. He'd literally barely been moving for (same amount of time see: A). Either someone had suggested it, or he'd hallucinated/dreamed someone suggesting it… and either way, the thought had actually… engaged him. The first prospect of doing anything to appeal.
So just a walk to start. See if he could still stand on a world where she wasn't.
Though he was winded shockingly easily, between the shakiness of his legs and the weight of emotion that still hung around him, reeking, emanating loss like a cloud. (Exhibit C.)
At least here it could press less on his skull and shoulders, just a bit; more space, maybe not dissipate but at least lift a bit higher than a ceiling.
De Chima forest workout timez
This was his first day mostly sober in…
…he couldn't tell how long it had been. Exhibit A of how drugged out he'd been.
Exhibit B: he'd gotten so weak. He'd literally barely been moving for (same amount of time see: A). Either someone had suggested it, or he'd hallucinated/dreamed someone suggesting it… and either way, the thought had actually… engaged him. The first prospect of doing anything to appeal.
So just a walk to start. See if he could still stand on a world where she wasn't.
Though he was winded shockingly easily, between the shakiness of his legs and the weight of emotion that still hung around him, reeking, emanating loss like a cloud. (Exhibit C.)
At least here it could press less on his skull and shoulders, just a bit; more space, maybe not dissipate but at least lift a bit higher than a ceiling.