Well, I mostly got 'em under control, but sometimes...
[ Sometimes, not. Sometimes, he wishes he had someone to teach him how to embrace it rather than... not know how to handle it. How to make them fear him, or love him, as Ronan had said that night at the Swear-In. Really, deep down, he wishes he knew how to embrace everything about this bizarre new life he's in, rather than feeling endlessly out of control and way out of his own depth. But between the way Ronan is staring at him like that, and Jesse not actually wanting to impose, at least not on a kid, he dismisses the rest of what he was going to say with a small shake of his head as he looks down and takes a final drag of his smoke. He drops the butt to the ground and crushes it under his shoe. ]
It's cool, I'll figure it out. [ Moving on. ] Where exactly is the Meadows, anyway?
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[ Sometimes, not. Sometimes, he wishes he had someone to teach him how to embrace it rather than... not know how to handle it. How to make them fear him, or love him, as Ronan had said that night at the Swear-In. Really, deep down, he wishes he knew how to embrace everything about this bizarre new life he's in, rather than feeling endlessly out of control and way out of his own depth. But between the way Ronan is staring at him like that, and Jesse not actually wanting to impose, at least not on a kid, he dismisses the rest of what he was going to say with a small shake of his head as he looks down and takes a final drag of his smoke. He drops the butt to the ground and crushes it under his shoe. ]
It's cool, I'll figure it out. [ Moving on. ] Where exactly is the Meadows, anyway?