You need to stop being so sunny and earnest, Mangnus, it's a Problem. [Yes, that was an extra N that he pronounced in Magnus' name.
He mulls it over, running his thumb over the mouth of his beer bottle in contained little circles.]
He makes me happy--they make me happy. This place... I've had so many opportunities. So much freedom. I'm someone that I never had the ability to be, back home. It would have taken me a decade or more to get where I've gotten in six months here.
We're going to the moon because of me.
[Another long pause, but it's weighty, as Adam chews over his thoughts and the things he wants to say. He wants time to process, he doesn't want to be interrupted. At last,]
No one in my life ever loved me. I'm not being hyperbolic. It's a simple fact.
Not until Ronan and Gansey, and I didn't know it until just a few months ago.
I've only had a few months to try and negate a lifetime's knowledge that I am unlovable. That's why I have a tendency to get a little... obsessive about it.
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You need to stop being so sunny and earnest, Mangnus, it's a Problem. [Yes, that was an extra N that he pronounced in Magnus' name.
He mulls it over, running his thumb over the mouth of his beer bottle in contained little circles.]
He makes me happy--they make me happy. This place... I've had so many opportunities. So much freedom. I'm someone that I never had the ability to be, back home. It would have taken me a decade or more to get where I've gotten in six months here.
We're going to the moon because of me.
[Another long pause, but it's weighty, as Adam chews over his thoughts and the things he wants to say. He wants time to process, he doesn't want to be interrupted. At last,]
No one in my life ever loved me. I'm not being hyperbolic. It's a simple fact.
Not until Ronan and Gansey, and I didn't know it until just a few months ago.
I've only had a few months to try and negate a lifetime's knowledge that I am unlovable. That's why I have a tendency to get a little... obsessive about it.