[ God he sounded so pathetic. He raised his hands to make a weak attempt at trying to clear his eyes, but his tears just kept coming. ]
I can't trust myself. A ridiculous rumor being false was enough to get me to lose it. I don't want to know what I'd do now that I'm actually in love with someone.
[ How the hell did he even deal with an emotion like this? Fuck if he knew! He was supposed to have had a cute little wife fall into his lap for being a good student and getting a good job. He wasn't supposed to be interested in a guy -- that was already taken no less -- and he definitely wasn't supposed to be falling in love like this. ]
[ Fuck everything; he wasn't just hurting right now, he was in agony. ]
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[ God he sounded so pathetic. He raised his hands to make a weak attempt at trying to clear his eyes, but his tears just kept coming. ]
I can't trust myself. A ridiculous rumor being false was enough to get me to lose it. I don't want to know what I'd do now that I'm actually in love with someone.
[ How the hell did he even deal with an emotion like this? Fuck if he knew! He was supposed to have had a cute little wife fall into his lap for being a good student and getting a good job. He wasn't supposed to be interested in a guy -- that was already taken no less -- and he definitely wasn't supposed to be falling in love like this. ]
[ Fuck everything; he wasn't just hurting right now, he was in agony. ]