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return of the bean;
WHO: Ken and open to CR!
WHERE: Nonah mostly, but open to anywhere!
WHEN: afternoon, evening, nighttime of the 16th
WHAT: Ken and Koromaru return from their canon update to a ton of messages and a lot of people they have to inform of their home-coming to.
WARNINGS: apparently, a lot of sad hugs. but none otherwise!
Afternoon @ Nonah #005;
The sun's starting to slide lower in the sky when Ken steps up to the porch of Nonah #005 for the first time in what feels like forever. According to the calendar, it's only been ten days, but for him it's been a long, long stretch of six months. It's almost like he's moving into somewhere completely new. So much had happened during that time. So many fights, so many deaths, preventing an entire apocalypse.
What about here? In the ten days of his absence, did anything change? If he opens this door, what will he see? Would Charlie, Bull, Kaneda, and Tetsuo still be here? He can't even imagine any of them leaving this place anymore, he'd grown so attached. It's a little scary.
But he'll never find out if he doesn't take this step forward. So with a deep breath, he wraps his fingers around the doorknob and pushes the door open, poking his head into the house and calling out a firm, "I'm home!"
Late evening - text to the others;
It's after all the talks and also after being fed eggloaf by Kaneda that Ken, fed and showed and feeling a lot more rested than he did a few hours ago, finally sits down and pulls out his phone to do what must be done: sending a message regarding his return to his close friends and those that left those messages on his phone. He was honestly surprised and more than a little touched to receive all of them, and it would be a betrayal to their friendship to leave them waiting any longer.
It's a simple text, written up and addressed to a whole number of people, so it's very generic. But that's okay. There's plenty of time still to talk more specifically with each of these people, right?
Koromaru and I are back. I'm sorry we worried all of you. Um... we're okay, but it looks like the swear-in got rough again. Is everybody all right?
[[ ooc: this is a catch-all log for Ken and Koromaru's return from their canon update, information on which can be found here! The starters up here are generic so feel free to throw up your own, or if you'd like me to set up a starter for you, let me know! My Plurk is at
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WHERE: Nonah mostly, but open to anywhere!
WHEN: afternoon, evening, nighttime of the 16th
WHAT: Ken and Koromaru return from their canon update to a ton of messages and a lot of people they have to inform of their home-coming to.
WARNINGS: apparently, a lot of sad hugs. but none otherwise!
Afternoon @ Nonah #005;
The sun's starting to slide lower in the sky when Ken steps up to the porch of Nonah #005 for the first time in what feels like forever. According to the calendar, it's only been ten days, but for him it's been a long, long stretch of six months. It's almost like he's moving into somewhere completely new. So much had happened during that time. So many fights, so many deaths, preventing an entire apocalypse.
What about here? In the ten days of his absence, did anything change? If he opens this door, what will he see? Would Charlie, Bull, Kaneda, and Tetsuo still be here? He can't even imagine any of them leaving this place anymore, he'd grown so attached. It's a little scary.
But he'll never find out if he doesn't take this step forward. So with a deep breath, he wraps his fingers around the doorknob and pushes the door open, poking his head into the house and calling out a firm, "I'm home!"
Late evening - text to the others;
It's after all the talks and also after being fed eggloaf by Kaneda that Ken, fed and showed and feeling a lot more rested than he did a few hours ago, finally sits down and pulls out his phone to do what must be done: sending a message regarding his return to his close friends and those that left those messages on his phone. He was honestly surprised and more than a little touched to receive all of them, and it would be a betrayal to their friendship to leave them waiting any longer.
It's a simple text, written up and addressed to a whole number of people, so it's very generic. But that's okay. There's plenty of time still to talk more specifically with each of these people, right?
Koromaru and I are back. I'm sorry we worried all of you. Um... we're okay, but it looks like the swear-in got rough again. Is everybody all right?
[[ ooc: this is a catch-all log for Ken and Koromaru's return from their canon update, information on which can be found here! The starters up here are generic so feel free to throw up your own, or if you'd like me to set up a starter for you, let me know! My Plurk is at
to Kaneda;
Except, the house is perhaps too empty. There will be no golden puppy shuffling up to greet him. No worried whines, not even sleepy snores. Only the cats are there.
Only the cats, and a single, orange Post-It left on Kaneda's desk with that familiar, carefully neat but awkward Japanese that now decorate their bowls and mugs.]
Your writing is so sloppy.
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Euphie was an exception. But everyone else he knew...
He stumbles in, his feet practically dragging as he uses the doorframe as support. The Swear-in, which had started off as a fun, if strange holiday celebration took a turn for...what else? The worst. Whoever thought of hosting it in Maurita Falls had to be insane, thinking that nothing would happen. But sure enough, in true Maurita Falls fashion, hitmen had attacked it, and had it not been for doubling up with Bull to take them down, he probably would have made it back a lot worse off than he did. Not that he still wouldn't walk himself home either way.
In a way, he's glad Ken didn't show.
He shuts the door behind him, taking off that jacket and tossing it on the couch, waiting for the inevitable pitter-patter of puppy feet to come greet him. Capsule, at least, was something he could use right now. But that sound never comes, and the most he sees is Krem sitting in the window, waiting for when Bull decides to bring himself back home. Strange...that wasn't like Capsule. The dog loved him (probably the only thing that really did right now), and the thought of losing two in one day was just not something even Kaneda was ready to deal with. It doesn't take long to jump to the worst conclusion, mouthing the word 'Tetsuo' as he runs to check to make sure something didn't hit the ceiling. Literally.
It isn't until he slowly, and albeit sadly walks into his room, his heart sunk more than he could ever admit to. Ken's gone, and now his own dog. His room's empty as always, white walls and empty furniture, the only thing to show that Kaneda lived in it was a dog bed--an empty dog bed.
But there's something else. With so little in his room, it's easy to spot something different and on that blank desk there's something. It's small, obtrusive, and...huh. He wasn't used to getting notes. Usually Charlie or Bull just texted him. A brow raises, although it does nothing for his blank facial expression as he walks over. It's probably the first time he's even given his desk acknowlegement, actually, fingers slipping under the tiny Post-It note that was lying on top of it.
His eyes glaze over the handwriting, reading it once, and then once more.
Your writing is so sloppy.
It doesn't register until then that it's written in Japanese. Japanese too neat to be Tetsuo, and definitely less insulting. And how would they eve know what his handwrit-
His eyes snap open wide, fingers curling around that note in his hand, as if it would sift through his fingers if he didn't hold on tighter. He knew exactly who this belonged to now, and he's almost scared to look.
Because he can't stand the idea that he's wrong.
He dashes out into the hallway, gripping the doorframe and swinging himself out of his own room. Making a beeline straight for Ken's.]
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Except, almost as soon as Kaneda comes to a stop there's noise from the front of the house. A door opening. Dogs -- dogs -- barking, and a voice speaking up]
Hey, Capsule, I have to take off your leash first--!
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oh god ken is that you
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I got your messages. I'm sorry it took me this long to respond.
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text for now!
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Afternoon
It was amazing. Simply amazing. Tetsuo'd thought things would somehow be better with him gone; at least he wouldn't have to face dealing with the guy. But this left everyone else moping about, being weird and generally ticking Tetsuo off all the more because he was stuck in that goddamn house ignoring the fucking drama over that irritating little brat.
That he hates.
Maybe it would've been better if Tetsuo hadn't made a bargain to stay there until he was healed. It hadn't seemed like he had a choice at the time. He technically still doesn't now... but it starts to seem like there's got to be some alternative to this hell.
Not only is Tetsuo unhappy with the others being happy about anything. He's unhappy if they act as miserable as he feels, too - largely because of why. He can't stand this fucking prison of a house, he's sick of having to maneuver slowly around, sick of... of everything, really. He's sick of this room. He's sick of these walls. He's sick of this stupid hallway he has to move through in order to get to the stupid TV that, you guessed it, he's also sick of.
At least things do seem to be better than they were; he's up and walking around easier now. Which is good, because otherwise turning the corner and almost running straight into Ken would have gotten really interesting.]
Wha-? You?!
[Yup. That's definitely him. Tetsuo thought he'd heard something earlier, but he'd ignored it. He tended to do his best to ignore most things that happened around here, nothing new there.]
Aren't you supposed to be gone?
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And he's almost the same as ever as he lets out a surprised "oh!" and steps back in the hallway, carefully maneuvering around a couple cats and not even stumbling as he does so. A bit of grace that he didn't have before. He already knows who the voice belongs to before he looks up at him, and the question that gets thrown his way doesn't shock him, either. Ah, that's right. They were still walking on broken eggshells the last time they saw each other, weren't they?
That was only ten days ago, wasn't it? It's still odd, trying to reconcile that with the six months' worth of memories that got shoved into his mind. Still, these are memories he isn't supposed to have -- or at least let on that he has -- so he blinks once, twice, three times, then stretches his face into a smile.]
Ah... I guess I was supposed to be. People come back, sometimes. Hi, Tetsuo-san.
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ken where are you???
where did you go???
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I'm at my house right now. I'm resting! Koromaru and I got sent home and we just get back today.
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call; for now?
Because in checking for herself and finding out that Shepard's ID was offline, she noticed another name missing: Ken Amada.
But she sucked it up. She had to, she thought. For once, she could be the someone to lean on, for Charlie and the others, for Kaidan, for the rest of the Normandy Crew--when in reality, she couldn't be that person. Kasumi is, after all, still not entirely accustomed to the whole notion of sharing with the class. Instead she retreated further and further into her own thoughts and effectually made herself unavailable. Because while she knew this sort of thing was bound to happen, people leaving--it had happened to her, even--these weren't just any people. They were Ken and Shepard. She'd already known that Ken's home wasn't exactly sunshine and rainbows and butterflies. There had even been a moment where she remembered the night he summoned his Persona to heal her as she bled out on the carpets of Nonah 05 that just served as another cruel reminder of the way his world is. But it also served as reminder of just how much she'd been through with the young boy, and it made his departure all the more painful. She wasn't just losing a charming kid who acted way too old for his age--she was losing a trusted confidant and someone who understands Kasumi more than she ever gave him credit for. Still, if had been Ken and only Ken who left that week, she might have been able to steel herself to be there for the others.
But Shepard was gone, too, and after she received his automated voicemail a few days after his ID was wiped off the Network ("Whatever happens, I want you to know that it’s been an honor to call you part of my crew,"), after she listened to it over and over, she crumbled. Because there was something of a comfort in not knowing what was in store for Ken at home. Who knows, maybe things got better or something (nice try, Kasumi), but that wasn't the case with Shepard. With Shepard, she knows that he'll glance out of a window one day to find the Reapers raining death and destruction onto Earth. She knows that by the time he manages to escape the planet not even hours later, they'd have already lost the moon, started losing London, Vancouver, what have you. She knows how many of the crew they almost lose, and how many they do lose.
She doesn't know if any of the sacrifices will amount to anything in the end.
And so she shut herself in--again--for the last few days. And came time for the Swear-In, the only thing that motivated Kasumi to even leave her apartment is her strange sense of duty and responsibility to Maurtia Falls thanks to Archangel. I mean, come on--just by virtue of location, there's no way it would have gone well. And it didn't. The Swear-In didn't go well not just because the crime bosses decided to hire hitmen to attack imPorts tonight, it also didn't go well because Kasumi took her sorry emotional state out on the attackers. Because she did so without regard for how she was treating her own body, for how sloppy she was being.
She's gotten enough shit for her reckless behavior for the night. At this point she's just bone-tired and just barely gotten back to her own place in Heropa when she receives Ken's message--and it changes everything. When she suspected she'd down a glass of wine and pass out, sleep until it was the next night, instead there's nothing more than she wants to do but hear Ken's voice. So she calls, and she doesn't quite expect the way her voice hitches and and her voice shrinks when he picks up. ]
Ken...?
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Kas....?
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Kasumi-san!
[He says, as energetically as he possibly can. Then yawns.]
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Everything's settled for the moment. People are quite excited about Halloween, I suppose.
How are you feeling?
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You weren't hurt at the swear in this time, right?
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Or at least, that was the plan. Instead, he flung the door open and nearly ran smack into one Ken Amada. Dipper stares at him in shock before launching himself at him in a hug.]
Ken!!
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oh goodness it's]
Dipper!
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afternoon
[At least, this way, it seems more like he tried. Like he made a decision. Did something worthwhile. At least now he can say he did that much. More than he can say for...]
[He doesn't hear the call. Or the sound of the door. Or the sudden patter of cat feet as six felines converge on the arriving child. He's outside. It feels like the time after the Fade. The skin-crawling feeling he has to beat back with a stick. Or close to it. There's no one around to run drills on, not right now. So, instead, he's taking his sledgehammer to some scrap metal he's found.]
[CLANG]
[It doesn't entirely help. But it's keeping him moving. And that's better than standing idly, waiting by a phone that won't ring. Or a door that won't open.]
[CLANG. CLANG CLANG.]
[Better than blaming himself for making another mistake.]
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Six months, for him. Ten days, for this world. Any of his housemates could have easily disappeared while he was gone, but this proves it. His heart beats faster and he doesn't stop once until he's made it to the yard and he's standing just at the edge of it, watching housemate's back as he does... whatever he's doing. That's his hammer, right?
Six months, and Ken had lost so many in Iwatodai, had been betrayed by people he thought were on his side, watched his friends mourn for loved ones that will never return. He hadn't even remembered this world, but now that he's back, it's all come back and he feels it wash over him again as he remembers tackling that man to the ground back in June when they blasted each other with water guns and laughed and... he almost laughs again. When did he grow to love this house so much?
He takes a deep breath, opens his mouth, and takes a step forward] Mr Bull!
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text!
It's a hope that he doesn't want to allow himself, because he'd said the same thing about Bart, and the same thing about Killua, and the same thing about Armin, and the same thing about Brenda, but... there's no point in giving up entirely, now is there? As it turns out, just this once, it pays off.
Once Jaime gets the notification that Ken's back home, he's halfway in the air before he talks himself down, reminds himself to think rationally instead of emotionally. He and Ken are close, but of course, Minato will always come first. After that, he's certain that the rest of SEES has to know next. He'll wait, he tells himself as he stares impatiently down at his phone, and let him do what must be done first.
It takes too long, and to his dismay, Jaime doesn't receive an individualized message, but as a part of a huge mess of people. There's probably a line-up to talk to Ken, but Jaime wants to see him now. He's already held himself back for long enough.
So instead of wasting time on 'welcome backs' or generic messages of shock, Jaime's text is crisp, straight to the point:]
When can I come see you?
[Maybe he should have texted Ken right after he got in, like he was just testing it, so he could have forced the kid to come say hello, but... no, that would have been silly.]
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It's only the knowledge of just how many people he sent that message to and the realization of how much people had actually missed him -- it still wasn't sinking in how long he'd been gone, or how much his absence had affected his friends -- that he tears himself away from them before he ends up spending the entire night with them and ignoring who else might have tried to contact him. And lo and behold, when he peels himself off of Dipper long enough to take a look at his inbox, there's a name he, again, didn't realize how much he was missing until he saw it again.
He doesn't directly answer the question. But he sends back one of his own]
Are you at home?
[Because if he is, then Ken, who left Koromaru to reunite with the other pets to come see Mabel and Dipper, is just a house away.]
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He understands better than most how people can come and go out of one's life. He spent over two decades wallowing in loss and he had no desire to do it any more. It was tragic, it was sad, but it was how things were.
When the one week mark of Ken's absence came and went, he was ready to resign himself to the fact that the kid wasn't coming back. He was going to miss him like crazy- it had been him and Ken and Bull since the beginning- but he hoped that Ken was happy. That he had the chance to just be a kid for a while, as rough as it sounded things in Ken's world.
He's sprawled on the couch in the living room with his ever-present legal pad and pen, working out a way to bolster the enchantments on Tetsuo's room when the front door swings open. He imagines it's Kaneda or Bull, and when he hears Ken's voice he nearly drops his pen. ]
Ken?
[ He's up an instant, notes forgotten, and rushes to the front door. There he hesitates just a second, because what if Ken doesn't remember them? But he quickly realizes that's stupid. Ken called the place "home" didn't he?
That's all it takes to convince him, because in the next instant, he's flinging his arms around the little guy ad pulling him into a massive hug ] Welcome back.
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He can't put into words how relieved he is to see him; of all the people he lived with in this house, Charlie had been the first he met. It's such a good, good feeling to be able to return to him, and for that moment he forgets his reservations and presses his face into the wizard's shirt, taking comfort in the presence of the first fatherly figure he ever had in his life.]
I'm back, [he repeats unnecessarily, but it felt important to confirm it.] I'm back, Charlie.
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for Akihiko;
But that wouldn't be enough. He has to say it in his own words, of his own will, or it just isn't enough. Would Akihiko even know about it? He hadn't acted surprised when Ken first named his Persona as Kala-Nemi, so maybe this is before he's found in the alleyway. They must have actually come from the exact same time before...
Ah, but he can find that out some other time. Right now, it was just important to see Akihiko again, the answer he gave to Shinjiro something he has to tell the other senpai, too. Ken's out of breath by the time he reaches the place he knows Akihiko will be jogging at this time of day, sneakers skidding on the asphalt and nearly toppling over as he comes to a halt.]
Sanada-san!
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Hey, Ken. What's going on?
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